西少聊影视 微信公众号：xislys
嘿 Hey.
我坐在这里？ You want me to sit here?
我可以抽烟吗？ Can I smoke?
等等 Hang on.
我从哪开始说起？ Where do you want me to start?
（序）
（2007年）
我23岁 I'm 23 years old,
我仍然搞不懂人做事的意义 and I still don't understand what it is that people do.
感觉这一切都建基于虚无 It's as if all of this were built on nothing and...
没有任何支撑 nothing were holding all this together.
我在这里长大 I grew up around here.
这里的公寓不错 有些公寓有阳台 Apartments are nice. Some of them have balconies.
树很好看 And the trees are nice.
我也不懂树的美 但我很喜欢 I don't understand them either, but I like 'em.
我喜欢所有的树 I think I'd like 'em all.
如果我不喜欢哪棵树 只能说明那棵树太糟了 It'd have to be a pretty fucked up tree for me not to like it.
有时我怀疑我是否荒废了人生 Sometimes I wonder if life was wasted on me.
我不是不会欣赏美丽的事物 我… It's not that I'm dumb to the beauty of things.
我将一切美丽的事物都放在心上 I take all the beautiful things to heart,
让我激动不已 直至它们把我吞噬 and then they fuck my heart till I about die from it.
只是我内心总有一种声音 让我无法集中注意力 It's just something in me has always drawn me away...
直到我的内心只剩下空洞 until there's nothing holding me together.
你知道方向吧？ You know where you're going, right?
连续三个路口左转 不可能走错的 Make the first left three times. You can't go wrong.
我们在停车场会合 两、三分钟吧 I'll meet you in the parking lot. Two or three minutes, give or take.
我戴着棒球帽 I'm in a baseball hat.
红色围巾、白色衬衫、蓝色卫衣 Red scarf, white button down shirt, blue hoodie.
一条牛仔裤、老旧的球鞋普普通通的装扮 Some jeans, old sneakers. Nothing out of the ordinary.
围巾是为了遮盖脸的下半部分 The scarf is to cover the lower half of my face.
虽然这么做已经晚了 Although it's a little late for it to do any good.
我已经做一段时间了 I've been at this a while now.
人们知道我长什么样子 And it's no secret what my face looks like.
好的 不许报警我是逃犯 他们想要我的命 All right, no alarms! I'm a wanted man! They'll kill me!
天啊 怎么回事？ My God. What is happening?
我的脸看起来太过忧伤 必须弥补一下 I got a lot of sadness in the face to make up for,
所以我要装作疯狂的模样 否则别人会觉得我太懦弱 so I gotta act like I'm crazy, or people will think I'm a pussy.
嘿 Hey!
趴下 都给我趴下 Get on the ground! Get on the fucking ground now!
打劫银行时 你的打劫对象往往是女人 The one thing about robbing banks is you're mostly robbing women,
所以你决不能无礼 so the last thing you wanna be is rude.
女士 这不是针对你个人 Ma'am, it's nothing personal.
没关系 你叫什么名字？ That's okay. What's your name?
凡妮莎 嘿 凡妮莎 很高兴认识你 Vanessa. Hey, Vanessa. It's nice to meet you.
你叫什么名字？ What's your name?
你真幽默 凡妮莎 快打开抽屉 You're funny, Vanessa. Now, open your fucking drawer.
我站在那里 拿着枪 观察着她 As I stood there holding a gun, taking her in...
一种感觉袭来 something overtook me.
某种悲伤 Like a kind of sadness.
就像…我一直都知道这是一切的结局 It's... as if I'd always known that this was how things were supposed to end.
但我并没意识到 直到… But I wasn't made to realize it until that exact...
那一刻 moment.
（第一部）
（人生初始时）
（我看见了你）
（2002年）
第一次见到艾米莉时 我正在本地的大学读书 The first time I saw Emily, I was attending one of the local universities.
耶稣会的大学 学校挺不错的 The one with the Jesuits. It was a decent school.
我不想说谎 And I don't wanna tell lies,
但当时我想的是“天 我真想上这姑娘” but I thought, "Man, I'd really like to fuck this girl."
我都叫你十次了 Called your name, like, ten times.
抱歉 音乐太大声 Sorry. My music was loud.
嘿 我喜欢你的上衣 Hey. I like your sweater.
谢谢 我在考文垂买的 Thank you. I got it on Coventry.
是件又旧又破的劣质上衣 It's an old, sad bastard sweater.
我们上同一门英文课 You're in my English class.
是 不过那门课好烦 对吧？ I know. Class sucks though, right?
对 但你从不翘课 Yeah. But you always go.
是的 Yes, I do.
我们回头见吧 I guess I'll see you around.
嘿 你来自哪里？ Hey, where are you from?
纽约州艾尔巴 Elba, New York.
那里是什么样的？ What's that like?
和这里很像的湖、很像的小镇只是…更糟 Same kinda lake. Same kinda town. Just... little bit shittier.
我有一个高中开始交往的女友 I've had a girlfriend since high school.
是吗？这么甜 Really? That's sweet.
对 她在新泽西读书 Yeah, she goes to school in New Jersey.
她叫什么？ She got a name?
麦迪逊科瓦尔斯基 Yeah. Madison Kowalski.
她很漂亮 She's really pretty.
对 超漂亮 Yeah. Super pretty.
我很喜欢艾米莉 I really liked Emily,
但我已经答应麦迪逊要搭乘灰狗巴士 but I'd already promised Madison I'd catch the Greyhound bus
周末去学校看望她 and go and visit her at school that weekend.
她住在学生宿舍她的床太小 睡不下两个人 She was staying in a dorm room, and her bed was too small for two people,
但是… but...
至少她的室友回家了 因为… at least her roommate had gone home, because...
她的祖母死了 Her grandmother died.
真糟糕 That's too bad.
随便吧 反正她很老了 Whatever. She was old.
那么… Well...
代我向麦迪逊问好 tell Madison I said hello.
麦迪逊觉得我是个小跟班 Madison thought I was a bitch.
走吧 Let's go.
她带我去的派对大多很糟 The parties she took me to were mostly shit.
人们在煤渣砖装饰的地下室喝啤酒 The kids drank beer in a basement done out in cinder block.
啤酒乒乓、性爱地牢、红灯区风格的派对 Some kind of beer pong, sex dungeon, red light district bullshit.
氛围惨淡 Everything was dismal as murder.
这些男的都认识麦迪逊 All these random dudes knew Madison.
她刚来学校一个月 但他们都认识她 She'd only been at the school a month, but they all knew her somehow.
她爱当全屋的焦点 这没什么 随便 She liked every eye in the room on her, which is fine. Whatever.
不过你多少会感觉有点奇怪 如果你身处一个派对 It just got a little awkward when you were the one who was there at the party
而你的女伴在桌子上与空气做爱 with the girl who is on top of the table, fucking a ghost.
我曾经有工作 我去上班 虽然我本该做些更好的事 I had a job, and I'd go to work when I could have been doing better things,
任何事都好过这个 但… such as anything. But...
我必须上班 I had to work.
老法图克的女儿和孙女共有六人 Old Man Fatook had half a dozen daughters and granddaughters,
她们都在他的餐厅上班 and they all worked at his restaurant.
不知道他有没有孙子 反正他们没来这里上班 I don't know if he had any grandsons, but if he did, none of them worked there.
孙女们都开凯雷德或德纳里之类的豪车 All of the granddaughters drove Escalades or Denalis or whatever.
有的服务员曾和她们交往 Some of the waiters dated 'em.
她喜欢别人从后面上她 And she likes to take it up the ass.
把头按在枕头上 对着她吐口水 Shove her face down in the pillow. Spit on her.
我觉得她真的是个疯子 I think she's really fucking crazy.
不知道是谁教她的 I wonder who taught her all that shit.
嘿 嘿 Hey. Hey.
来 让我看看你的本事 Come on. Let me see you do it.
不对 该死的 真垃圾 可恶 Oh, no. Fuck, shit. Shit! Fuck!
你是不是男人？ Are you a man or what?
抛得高一点 高高的 Throw it high. High!
让餐厅里的人听见 娘炮 So they can hear it in the dining room, cocksucker.
滚一边去 是啊 滚一边去… Fuck this guy. Yeah, I know. Fuck him. Fuck him.
我只坚持了两周 I only lasted two weeks.
下班后 我去詹姆斯莱特福特家 After work I went by James Lightfoot's house.
我们从小学起就是最好的朋友 He was my best friend since grade school.
他爸爸在他小时候就去世了 His dad had died when he was young and...
他母亲也是 然后… and so did his mother. And then...
他哥哥退伍回家 整个人都不对劲了 And then his brother came back all fucked from the war,
所以詹姆斯大部分时间独自一人 so James is mostly alone.
嗨 伙计 Hey, man.
除了我去找他时 Except for me.
你好吗？ 很好 You okay? Yeah.
我要去一趟银行 詹姆斯说可以载我 I needed a ride to the bank, so James offered to take me.
那天我们运气很好 The sun was shining on us that day.
罗伊也来了 And Roy also came.
他是房屋油漆工 但他没在工作 He painted houses, but he wasn't working.
你们好 What's up?
詹姆斯莱特福特因为罗伊的表弟乔 对着罗伊大声嚷嚷 And James Lightfoot was yelling at Roy about his cousin Joe,
因为乔一直说要… 我去定了 别再说了 because Joe kept saying... I'm going, so just drop it.
罗伊…你告诉他了没？你一定要告诉你表弟 Roy. Roy. Did you tell him? You gotta tell your cousin
他不能加入海军陆战队 为何要告诉他？ he can't join the marines. Why do I gotta tell him?
他要加入海军陆战队 别加入海军陆战队 He's joining the marines. Don't join the marines, man.
给我一个合理的理由 好吗？ Give me one good reason why, okay?
我不想这辈子都这样 I don't wanna do this for the rest of my life.
你为什么想参军？ Why do you wanna join?
我不想这辈子都这样 I don't wanna do this for the rest of my life.
每天开车闲晃你为什么满足于这种日子？ Why are you content just fucking driving around, man?
我不明白为什么你接受这种生活 I don't understand why you're okay with it.
他想找点事做 让他去做吧 别烦他 He wants to do a thing. Just let him do a thing. Fuck.
这是你的责任 出于你对表弟的爱 It's an obligation of you and your love for your cousin,
出于我们大家对他的爱 who we all love so much.
结果你居然说要让他去送死？ Now you're telling me, "I wanna send him off to his fucking death"?
你在做什么？ What are you doing?
你是怎么想的？ 我已经报名了 伙计 别说了 What are you thinking? I've signed up, man. It's over.
我只懂得詹姆斯话里的一半意思 I could only understand half of what James was saying.
我无法不注意到他看起来如此无助 I couldn't help noticing that he looked helpless,
挥动双臂 waving his arms around,
也许他这辈子不会有人把他的话当一回事 and that probably no one would ever listen to him for as long as he lived.
这不是烂车 This is not a shitty car.
明明就是 伙计 这是史上最烂的车 It is, man. This is the shittiest car.
只需要倒一杯水让发动机冷却 I just need a cup of water to cool the engine off.
给我拿杯水来 Get me a cup of water.
我在银行遇到问题 I had a problem with the bank.
银行犯了个错误 我去要个说法 They'd made a mistake, and I was there to sort it out.
你们给我寄了这份透支通知 但这不对 So you guys sent me this overdraft, but it's not right.
我已经还了欠款 I paid this off already.
这里 Here.
这是新的透支通知 This is a new overdraft notice.
但这不可能 上次存钱后我就没取过钱 But that's not possible. I haven't made a withdrawal since the last deposit.
存入那笔存款后 你的结余增至10美元 That deposit brought your balance up to $10 credit.
但你的账户多了一笔透支罚款 But there was an additional overdraft charge against your account
所以又变成负结余 that put you back in the negative.
但是你们怎么能又收一笔透支罚款？ But how could you charge me another overdraft charge
我已经还款了啊 after I'd paid it off already?
存款没有按时存入账户 不 我是用现金在这里付款的 The deposit didn't clear in time. No, but I paid it here in cash.
没有存入账户 先生 我给的是现金 就在这里 It didn't clear, sir. It was fucking cash. Right here.
没有存入账户 It didn't clear.
下一位 Next.
很抱歉你的车废了 伙计 Sorry about your car, man.
反正是辆烂车 It was a piece of shit.
钱要回来了吗？ Did you get your money back?
没有 No.
在回詹姆斯家的路上 罗伊和我们分享他的大麻 As we walked back to James's house, Roy passed around his Trainwreck.
吸了几口后我们又找回人生赢家的感觉了 And after a few hits, we felt like we were winning again.
第二天是美好的 秋日空气中有潮湿的落叶气味 The next day was a healthy fall day, where you could smell the wet leaves.
我去舍科广场和几个熟人碰面 So I went to Shaker Square to see some kids that I knew.
他们想要一点赞安诺 我在服用 因为… They wanted some of my Xanax, which I was taking because...
我有过几次惊恐发作 I'd had some panic attacks.
（普通白人男子）
拿吧 各位 吃吧 Here you go, boys. Eat up.
等下做什么？ 我们要去一个派对 What you doing later? We're going to a party
在玛姬的家 不错 我能去吗？ at this girl Maggie's house. Cool. Can I come?
当然 你要不要… Yeah, sure. Do you want some...
作为交换 他们给了我一些摇头丸 And in return, they offered me some ecstasy.
好啊 给我来点摇头丸 Fuck yeah, I want some ecstasy.
是你吗？ Is that you?
嗨 嗨 Hey. Hey.
你怎么… 你认识玛姬？ What are you You know Maggie?
什么？ 你认识玛姬？ What? You know Maggie?
算是吧 Yeah, sort of.
世界真小 Small world.
我的天 Holy shit.
什么？ 你的瞳孔好大 What? Your pupils are huge.
对 我吃了点摇头丸 Yeah, I just did some ecstasy.
感觉如何？ How is it?
还真不错 It's actually really good.
我想给你一些 但是我… I would give you some, but I...
我身上没有了 I don't have any more.
没事 刚才别人要给我 我也拒绝了 That's okay. I turned some down earlier.
有个奇怪的家伙说要给我 他建议我把那个塞进屁股里 This weird guy offered me some. He said that I should pop it in my butt.
什么？ What the fuck?
真的？ 对 Really? Yeah.
是哪个人啊？ 不知道 Who the fuck is this guy? I don't know.
不知道 他肯定已经走了 I don't know. He's definitely gone.
这么说话挺不尊重人的 It's kinda disrespectful.
是啊 有的男生就是这么说话的 Yeah, well, that's just how some boys talk.
嘿 真高兴你也在 Hey, I'm really happy you're here.
为什么这么说？ And why is that?
因为我喜欢你 很喜欢 Because I like you. A lot.
闭嘴吧 真的 Shut up. I really do.
而且… And
你的外套很酷 And your jacket's really cool.
还有…干嘛？ And What?
我刚才在想 你在想什么？ I was just thinking. What are you thinking?
我在想你挺狡猾的 Just thinking that you're shady.
想去散步吗？ Wanna go for a walk?
你的嘴唇味道真好 Your lips taste amazing.
麦迪逊科瓦尔斯基呢？ What happened to Madison Kowalski?
那姑娘很冷血 That girl's cold blooded.
我很喜欢你 I think I adore you.
随你做什么都行 伙计 Do whatever you want, man.
有时我觉得我已经看过未来将发生的一切了 Sometimes I feel like I've already seen everything that's gonna happen...
而未来是一场噩梦 and it's a nightmare.
怎么？ What?
没什么 我只是… Nothing. I just
对不起… I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
永远别为自己的感觉感到抱歉 You don't ever have to be sorry for the way that you feel.
你为什么对我这么贴心？ Why are you being so sweet to me?
我喜欢脆弱的男人 I have a thing for weak guys.
就这样 你找到了那个将让你心碎的人 That's how you find the one to break your heart.
你能回忆起遇见最爱的那一刻 Can you look back to when you met the one you love the most
而一切都历历在目吗？ and remember exactly how it was?
不是回忆起你们在哪里或是她穿的衣服 Not as in where you were or what she was wearing,
而是她身上有一种特质让我觉得 but rather in what you saw in her that made you say,
“对 我就是为她而来到这里的” "Yes, this is what I came here for."
他正在和她通话 我在偷听 He was on the phone with her, and I was eavesdropping.
你为什么要偷听？ And why were you eavesdropping?
你是个混蛋 抱歉 我的意思是 You're a jerk. Sorry. I mean,
你一定觉得很难过 that must've been awful for you.
第二天我和他对质 他试图收买我 I confronted him about it the next day, and he tried to buy me off.
说只要我不告诉妈妈就送我去排球训练营 Said he'd send me to volleyball camp if I didn't tell my mom.
天 Damn.
我真的很想去排球训练营 是吗？所以你怎么做？ I really wanted to go to volleyball camp. Yeah? So what'd you do?
我去了排球训练营 I went to volleyball camp.
然后告诉了妈妈 And then I told my mom.
听起来你爸爸是个混蛋 Your dad sounds like a dick.
有时我觉得爱不存在 Sometimes I feel like love doesn't actually exist.
只不过是费洛蒙造成的幻象 It's just pheromones playing tricks on people.
我爱你 I love you.
谢谢你 Thank you.
这学期结束我就永远离开了 I'm leaving for good at the end of the semester.
我很想去加拿大上学 什么？ I really wanna go to school in Canada. What?
什么时候的事？ Since when?
从现在开始 Since now.
蒙特利尔有一所很好的学校 There's this really great school in Montreal.
蒙特利尔？ In Montreal?
对 加拿大的巴黎 Yeah. It's the Paris of Canada.
我知道那是什么地方 告诉我你在说笑 Yeah, I know what it fucking is. Please tell me that you're kidding.
这不好笑 我为什么要开玩笑？ This isn't funny. Why would I be kidding you?
所以呢？就这样了？我们就这样分手？ So, what? That's it? We're just supposed to break up. Just like that?
住在不同的国家是很难在一起的 所以… We can't exactly be together when we live in two different countries, so...
艾米莉 搞什么？ Emily, what the fuck?
你能不能在这件事上成熟点？ Can you please just be mature about this?
艾米莉 拜托 Emily, please.
我们就不能谈一谈吗？艾米莉 Can we not just talk about this, please? Emily!
该死的 Fuck!
（潜能尽显 军人招募中心）
你这样的小丑为什么想加入美国陆军？ So, what makes a joker like you wanna join the United States Army for?
这人有一张死亡的面孔 This guy had a face like death,
他嘴里的每一句话都有“小丑” and every other word out of his mouth was "joker."
你在干嘛？滚 该死的小丑 Why aren't you going? Fuck! Goddamn joker.
我总是在新闻上看到 I've just been seeing on the news
有很多年轻人在那边死去 that there are kids dying over there.
你懂吗？ You know?
和我同龄的克利夫兰小伙子想为社会做贡献 Guys from Cleveland who are my age just trying to do something good,
而我却因为被女友甩了哀哀自怜 and here I am, feeling sorry for myself because my girlfriend broke up with me.
天 Damn.
她伤了你的心 She broke your heart.
你想寻找黑暗中的曙光 You're searching for that gold in the gutter.
寻找某种意义 对吧？ A sense of purpose, right?
对 一种意义 Yeah. Sense of purpose.
我的天 让我告诉你什么叫意义 Hot damn! Tell you about purpose.
我喜欢他 I like him.
我太好糊弄了 I was too easy.
他知道我跑不掉 所以第二天我就宣誓入伍了 He knew he had me, and so by the next day, I was sworn in.
抵抗所有敌人 Against all enemies.
境外及国内 境外及国内 Foreign and domestic. Foreign and domestic.
你怎么能让他上战场？这可是战… How can you let him go to war? It's fucking war
那你想让我怎样？ 说服他放弃 What do you want me to do? Talk him out of it.
我已经找他谈过了 我每天都和那小子谈 I've already talked to him. I talk to the motherfucker every day.
你每天都和他谈 You talk to him every day.
但你没有试着说服他放弃 他会听你的话 But you haven't tried to talk him out of it. He'll listen to you.
詹姆斯 你这该死的蠢驴哥们 我能听见你说话 James, you fucking slug, dude. I can fucking hear you.
我见过你哥哥 对 我要去伊拉克 I've met your brother, bro. Yes. I'm going to fucking Iraq.
你见过我哥哥吗？ 不是所有人都会变成你哥哥 Have you met my brother, dude? Not everybody ends up like your brother.
和他聊过吗？他的脑子坏了 ...have a conversation with him for two seconds? He's fucked in the head.
你能不能让一… Can you please fucking move
能让开吗？ Can you move?
不 因为我想帮你 No, because I'm trying to fucking help you!
我们已经谈过这件事了 我下周就走 We've had this conversation! I'm going next week!
不知道该怎么和你说 什么？ I don't know what to tell you! What the fuck?
你都不懂… 詹姆斯…听我说 You can't even understand James! James! James! Look!
什么？ 他只是不想 What? He just doesn't wanna do this
这辈子都这样 好吗？ for the rest of his life, all right?
你什么时候在乎这个？ Since when do you give a shit, man?
你之前不说话 现在却站他那边？ You haven't said shit, and now you're on his side?
能不能接一下电话？ Can someone please get the fucking phone, dude?
已经响了20分钟了 It's been ringing for, like, 20 minutes.
听着… 别挡道 兄弟 Listen ...fuck out of the way, bro.
喂？ 嘿 是我 Hello? Hey. It's me.
你在吗？ 是 我在 You there? Yeah, I'm here.
嘿 闭嘴 詹姆斯 Hey, shut the fuck up, James.
嘿 抱歉 你还好吗？ Hey, sorry. How you doing?
我很快就要离开了 I'm leaving soon.
去蒙特利尔 For Montreal.
我们能道别吗？ Can we say goodbye?
我今天要上班 I have work today.
没事 不…我想和你道别 No worries. No, no. I wanna say goodbye.
你来我上班的地方吧 Just come by work.
不在法图克那里上班后 罗伊给我找了另一个餐厅的工作 After Fatook's, Roy had got me a job at another restaurant.
店主那天要开派对 我负责上酒 The owner was throwing a party that day, and I got to serve drinks.
我让罗伊和乔过来蹭免费的酒 I told Roy and Joe to come by so they could drink for free.
当然了 我也让艾米莉过来 And I, of course, asked Emily to stop in.
但她迟到了 But she was late.
还好吗？ 是 兄弟 你看起来很帅 You good? Yeah, bro, you look good.
你好吗？她到了吗？ 还没 没到 What's up, man? Yo, she here yet? Not yet. No.
别紧张 快上酒 Relax. Yo, line up the shots. Honestly.
我周日去帕里斯岛 I go to Parris Island on Sunday.
帕里斯岛是海军陆战队的地方吧？ 对 Parris Island is the marines, right? Yeah.
这样上天堂也不错 It's a good way to go to heaven.
嘿 伙计 你见到艾米莉了没？ Have you seen Emily yet?
嘿 保持呼吸 好吗？ Hey, breathe, okay?
别紧张 我不知道你在慌什么 Relax. I don't know what you're freaking out about.
怎么回事？这家伙是谁？ What the fuck, man? Who is this guy?
整体而言 我没什么意见 I do not have a problem with it in general...
对 但如果那让你更好… Yeah. ...but if it makes you better, then
嗨 嗨 Hey. Hey.
这是本吉 他来自加纳 他要去凯斯上学 This is Benji. He's from Ghana. He's going to Case.
本吉 嗨 Benji, hey.
我像男子汉一样和本吉握手 假装我是纯爷们 I gave Benji a real man handshake, like I was a real man,
把他从她身边吓跑 so he was forced to keep his hand off her.
我知道一家更棒的餐厅 叫“我的村” You know, I know a better restaurant we could go to called Mi Aldea.
那里的菜很好吃 不如我们去吧 The food is so good there. I think maybe we should go.
我能和你聊一聊吗？ 不能 Can I talk to you for a second? No, you can't.
为什么？ 因为你很… Why not? Because you're being a
抱歉 你还好吗？ 本吉 等我一下 哥们 Sorry, are you all right? Benji, just give me a minute, dude.
没有人觉得我的村的东西好吃 Look, nobody thinks the food at Mi Aldea's is any good.
他知道那里不查身份证 他想灌醉你 He knows they don't card there, and he's trying to get you drunk.
我是来道别的 你有什么毛病？ I came to say goodbye. What's your fucking problem?
要我帮你揍那家伙吗？ Want me to punch this guy in the dick?
不用 乔 No, Joe.
你带着他来和我道别 You came here to say goodbye to me with him.
我和他没有在交往 I'm not with him.
你觉得这样做公平吗？ 是的 Do you really think that's fucking fair? Yeah, I do.
请让我揍他 乔 拜托你回去坐下 Please let me punch him in the dick. Joe, please go and sit the fuck down.
我得干活了 你走吧 I gotta work. You should go.
请你离开 I'd like you to leave.
好吧 Fine.
你还好吗？ How you doing?
天啊 哥们 Jesus Christ, dude.
别这样 开心点 好的 Come on, you gotta cheer up, man. Right.
想什么呢？你今晚可以泡到十个妞 这么多随你挑 The fuck? You could bang ten girls in here tonight. Throw a fucking rock.
好吗？ 是 先生 Okay? Yes, sir.
我需要你帮我一个忙 我累了 我打算回家 Listen, I need you to do me a favor. I'm tired. I'm going home.
麻烦你帮我照顾一位朋友 他叫汤米 I need you to look after a buddy of mine. His name is Tommy.
那边那个人 他人很好 棒极了 刚出狱 That guy over there. Nice guy. Great guy. Just got out of prison.
汤米喝得烂醉 Tommy was drunk as fuck.
我的任务是看好他 别让他吐在店里 And I was supposed to make sure he didn't throw up in the place.
他一直说所有人都满口胡话 大家都是… He kept saying everybody was full of shit, and they were all a...
一堆假面人 该死的西西里黑手党 Bunch of fakes over here. All these Cosa Nostra motherfuckers.
他们只会吹牛 They like to talk a big game,
但他们根本没种用枪抵着别人的脑袋 but they ain't got the balls to put a gun to the guy's head.
用枪抵着别人的脑袋 一枪爆头 Put a gun to the guy's head and blow his brains out.
他重复着这句话 And that's what he kept saying.
他们没种用枪抵着别人的脑袋 They didn't have the balls to put a gun to a guy's head...
一枪爆头 ...and blow his brains out.
然后他问我是做什么的 And then he got to asking me what I did.
你是做什么的 小子？ So, what do you do, kid?
我刚报名参军 I actually just joined the army.
你参军了？ You joined the army?
那些家伙才不在乎你 Those people don't give a shit about you.
你是怎么想的？ What are you thinking?
我只是… I just...
我想不到别的出路了 I didn't have any better ideas.
但是… But...
你有种用枪抵着别人的脑袋一枪爆头吗？ do you have the balls to put a gun to a guy's head and blow his brains out?
你不会有事的 You'll be all right.
好了 我得走了 汤米 All right, I gotta go, Tommy.
为什么？你要去哪？ 睡觉 天晚了 Why? Where you going? Gotta go to bed. It's late.
要不要送你一程？我载你回去 What, you need a ride? I'll give youse a ride.
你能开车？ 那还用说 小伙 You're good to drive? Fucking A, bubba.
除了其他事故 汤米还把车开上了人行道 And Tommy ran over the curb for good measure.
多谢 Thanks.
嘿 路上注意安全 好吗？ 我会的 Hey, you drive home safe, okay? I will.
我再也没见过他 I never saw him again.
我待在这里可以吗？ Is it okay that I'm here?
是 我… Yeah, I...
反正我本来就打算要送这些去给你 I was gonna bring you these later anyway.
原本是送别的蛋糕 Supposed to be a goodbye cake,
但是今天他们只有松饼 but they only had muffins ready.
本来有12个的 但我给了汤米一个 And there were supposed to be 12, but I gave one to this guy Tommy,
因为他必须吃点什么 because he really needed to eat something.
怎么了？ What's wrong?
嘿 Hey.
我之前从没见过艾米莉哭 I'd never seen Emily cry before.
嘿 Hey.
之前的事 我很抱歉 I'm sorry about earlier, okay?
我告诉她 我知道她带本吉来并没有别的意思 I told her how I knew she didn't mean anything by bringing Benji around,
还说她是个善良的人 and that she was just a sweetheart
对不同人种和发展中国家心存信念 who believed in diversity and developing countries.
别说了… Stop. Stop.
这都是我的错 对不起 It's all my fault. I'm so sorry.
不…你永远都不要感到抱歉 宝贝 No, no. You never have to be sorry, baby, okay?
你永远都不要感到抱歉 没事的 You don't ever have to be sorry. It's okay.
没事的 好吗？嘿 It's okay, okay? Hey.
真对不起 I'm so sorry.
没事的 It's okay.
嘿 要不要吃松饼？ 好 Hey, you want a muffin? Yeah.
好 Yeah.
你确定？ Sure?
松饼？ Muffin?
过了好一阵她才停止哭泣 It was a while before she stopped crying.
然后我们笑了 And then we laughed.
之后我们玩闹了一阵 And then we fucked around...
一切都那么完美 and it was perfect.
我不去蒙特利尔了 I'm not gonna go to Montreal.
我参军了 I joined the army.
什么？ What?
为什么？ Why would you do that?
因为我很难过 宝贝 'Cause I was sad, baby.
所以你去参军？ So you joined the army?
对 Yep.
也许这样也好 Maybe this will be good.
我离开 你去蒙特利尔上学 I can go away, and you can go to school in Montreal.
我不想去蒙特利尔上学 我以为你喜欢蒙特利尔 I don't wanna go to school in Montreal. I thought you loved Montreal.
不 我去蒙特利尔只是为了离开你 No. The only reason why I was going to Montreal was to get away from you.
因为我爱你 'Cause I love you.
听着 Look.
我知道读书对你很重要 I know school is important to you.
你想毕业 对吗？ And you wanna finish, right?
是 Yeah.
好的 那么… Okay, so...
你去读书 while you do this...
我则去参军 I'm gonna do that.
只是短短几年 It's just a couple years.
不过几年而已 我们还有一辈子的时间 Just a couple years in a lifetime together.
我是说真的 我是认真的 And I mean that. I really mean that.
你是我的命中注定 Like... you're it for me.
你也是我的 I feel the same way.
也许我们应该结婚 Maybe we should get married.
于是我们去了法院 So we went down to the courthouse...
我们结婚了 and we got married.
然后我们去庆祝 And then we went to celebrate.
我们仿佛是世界上最美丽的两个人 It's as if we were the two most beautiful things in the world...
没有人比得上我们 and no one had it on us.
但时间越来越近了 But the days ran out.
（第二部）
我要去接受新兵训练了 And I had to go to basic training.
（新兵训练 2003年）
首先 我们要剪头发 First we got the haircut.
欢迎来到部队 Welcome to the army.
接下来的十周 你只能说 For the next ten weeks, the next thing that comes out of your mouth
“是 教官”和“不 教官” is "Yes, Drill Sergeant," and "No, Drill Sergeant."
听懂没？ Do I make myself clear?
是 教官 Yes, Drill Sergeant!
剪头发也是一样 That goes for you that's getting your hair cut too.
你不特别 你也不特别 听懂没？ You're not special. You're not special. Do I make myself clear?
是 教官 Yes, Drill Sergeant!
大声点 It needs to be louder than that.
姓教、名官 First name Drill, last name Sergeant.
听懂没？ Do I make myself clear?
是 教官 Yes, Drill Sergeant!
你在做什么？觉得自己还很美？ What are you doing? You think you're still pretty?
不 教官 你觉得自己还是很漂亮？ No, Drill Sergeant! You think you're still pretty?
不 教官 No, Drill Sergeant!
那就给我滚下椅子 Then get the fuck up and get out of my chair!
走…拜拜 Go away. Go away. Bye bye.
接下来 我们注射了上百针疫苗 Next, we got about a hundred fucking shots.
下一个 然后我发现原来我是… Next. And I found out that I was actually...
色盲 Color blind.
这下很多事都说通了 That explains a lot.
我还是能当军医吗？ Can I still be a medic?
你知道血的颜色吧？ You know what color blood is, right?
下一位 Next.
我们是你娘 我们是你爹 We are your mommy, and we are your daddy.
你永远都不能随心所欲 At no point do you get to do what you want, when you want.
我们总是排成一排站着 There was a lot of standing in line,
因为还没习惯 我们的腿很痛 and our legs ached because we weren't used to it.
听懂没？ Do I make myself clear?
是 教官 Yes, Drill Sergeant!
听懂没？ Do I make myself clear?
是 教官 Yes, Drill Sergeant!
这是在干嘛？ 你的手臂在做什么？ What the fuck is this? What are you doing with your arms?
放下手臂 你们是美利坚… Put your fucking arms down! You are a part of the United States
鞋带要放进鞋里 Your laces are gonna be inside of your shoes,
两只鞋要并在一起 执行 and your shoes are gonna be touching. Execute.
快点 脱掉 Come on. Get 'em off. Now!
五、四 你有什么毛病？ Five, four... What the fuck is the matter with you?
三、二 动作快点… ...three, two... Faster, faster, faster!
你们已经练过无数次了 一 You've done this a hundred times! ...one.
执行 Execute.
快点 该死的 行动 Move, goddamn it! Move!
十、九 端正态度 Ten, nine... Get your fucking attitude right.
八、七 ...eight, seven...
他们让我们脱到只剩内裤 围着大大的房间蹲着走 They had us strip down to our underwear and duckwalk the circuit of a big room.
房间里是睾丸的味道 没洗过的还有脚的味道 也是没洗过的 The room smelled of balls, unwashed. And feet, ditto.
一切都很好 All good.
下一位 Next.
有一个人负责检查大家的屁眼 And there was a man whose job it was to check everybody's asshole.
裤子脱掉 Drop your pants.
我很喜欢这件外套 I really like this jacket, man.
回家后 我要穿着它带我的妹子上餐厅 I'm gonna take my girl out to dinner in this when I get home.
是吗？ Oh, yeah?
想象一下 衣服上都是布章、奖章 Imagine all the patches and medals on it and shit.
你觉得你会获得奖章？ You think you're gonna get a medal, huh?
这是希门内兹 That's Jimenez.
我一定会的 I know I am.
我们成了朋友 因为我们都想当军医 We had become friends on account of the fact that we both wanted to be medics.
他参军是因为他的女友怀孕了 He'd joined the army 'cause he'd gotten his girl pregnant.
嘿 我爱你 很爱很爱 好吗？ Hey, I love you. So much, okay?
这是我想要的 And I want this.
我会找份工作 我会照顾你们俩 I'm gonna get a job. And I'm gonna take care of both of you.
怎么照顾？ How?
我们会想到办法的 好吗？ We'll figure it out, okay?
看看你 该死的弱鸡 Look at you, you fucking weak dick flap.
猪狗不如的家伙 You ain't shit!
总是有人在大喊大叫 六… There was a lot of yelling. Six...
快点…弱鸡 快走 Move! Move, dick flap. Let's go!
你想死吗 娘娘腔？ Do you wanna die, you beef curtain?
哈芝正朝你的尿孔呼气 There are hajis breathing down your piss hole.
他们给我们起各种外号 They called us names like...
长耳朵的老二 起来 你这个长耳朵的老二 Dick with ears! Get up, you dick with ears!
我们的手叫做… 用你们那该死的打飞机器 Our hands were... Use your goddamn dick skinners!
我们的嘴巴叫做… 装老二的玩意 Our mouths were... Cock holster!
闭上你那装老二的玩意 You shut that ugly cock holster.
教官装作永远愤怒的样子 Drill sergeants pretended to be real angry all the time.
干嘛？ The fuck?
下次给我退后点 Next time, back the fuck off,
否则小心我发狂 把你的脖子拧断 or I might wig out and snap your fucking neck.
据说是创伤后应激障碍 PTSD, they say.
你在看什么？眼睛向前看 What are you looking at? Eyes forward!
比如 有一次科尔教官无缘无故地朝我的下体来了一拳 Like this one time, Drill Sergeant Cole punched me in the penis for no reason.
立正 Attention!
德科教官甚至把人掐得窒息了 Drill Sergeant Deco, he even choked a kid.
德科教官 Drill Sergeant Deco.
该死的哈芝 Fucking haji.
教官 那是莱文 Drill Sergeant, that's Levine.
但创伤后应激障碍不是原因 It wasn't because of PTSD though.
德科甚至没上过战场 他在扯谎 Deco hadn't ever been anywhere. He was full of shit.
一些教官确实去过伊拉克 Some of the drill sergeants had actually seen Iraq,
但他们也是满嘴大话 but they were full of shit too.
伊拉克有手榴弹儿童 In Iraq, there are grenade children
他们会试着偷袭美国军人 who try to sneak up on American soldiers
想把他们炸死 so as to blow them the fuck up!
我曾经不得不开着卡车碾过手榴弹儿童 I had to run over the hand grenade children with my truck!
所以我心理变态 That's why I'm sick in the head!
快点 3点钟位置 站好… Now, let's go! You need to be at your three o'clock You need to be
我的天 醒来 小子 快醒醒 小子 醒过来 Holy crap, wake up, son! Wake up, son! Wake up!
砰… 9点钟方向 Bang, bang! Nine o'clock.
砰… Bang, bang!
左边有哈芝 砰… Haji left! Bang, bang!
右边有哈芝 树上有哈芝 看上面 Haji on the right. Haji in the trees! Look up!
左边有哈芝要偷袭你 Sneaking up on you, haji left.
右边有哈芝 左边有哈芝 Haji to the right! Haji on your left!
左边有哈芝 Haji to the left!
左边有哈芝 右边有哈芝 Haji on your left! Haji to the right!
我开始有种奇怪的感觉 感觉这一切都是假的 I started to get this weird feeling like it was all just make believe.
砰… Bang, bang.
我们假装是士兵 That we were just pretending to be soldiers.
教官假装是教官 The drill sergeants were just pretending to be drill sergeants.
呜呜哇哇… Jabberwocky, jabberwocky, jabberwocky, jabberwocky...
（啊）
咿咿呀呀… Mishmash, mishmash, mishmash...
军队假装是军队 And the army was pretending to be the army.
你总知道我们的去向 For where'er we go You will always know
军队走四方 That the army goes rolling along
避免从新兵训练营毕业的唯一方式 The only way not to graduate basic training
是自杀 was to try and kill yourself.
有个人试图在厕所的水管上吊自尽 One kid tried to hang himself from a water pipe in the latrine.
该死的 不好 我的天 要命 伙伴 Fuck! Shit! Jesus Christ. Fucking hell, bud.
这里需要帮忙 教官 Help! Drill Sergeant!
他没有死 但也没毕业 He didn't die, but he didn't graduate either.
嘿 你能听见我说话吗？ Hey, can you hear me?
能 嗨 Yeah. Hi.
你还好吗？ Are you all right?
我刚从营房溜出来 I just snuck out of the barracks.
是 但你还好吗？ Yeah, but are you okay?
现在好了 I'm good now.
低头 臀部放低 Heads down. Asses down.
我们终于开始进行救护训练 When they finally taught us how to be medics,
总是要和人偶打交道 there was a lot of fucking around with mannequins.
别让他失血过多死去 用力压 Don't let him bleed out. Get pressure on.
他的性命在你们手上 快 胸部吸吮性伤口 His life is in your hands. Let's go! Sucking chest wound!
时间一分一秒过去… 给伤口包扎绷带 Ticktock. Ticktock. Give that wound a bandage.
从绷带朝里的一面包扎 Apply to body from inside the bandage wrapper.
大力按压 Pressure on there.
三面都封上 密封 Seal all three sides tight. Airtight tight.
快 加速完成 看看背部有没有贯通伤口 Come on. Get it done now. Check his back for an exit wound.
有的人偶只有躯干和头 There were mannequins that were just trunks with heads.
有的人偶腿部插着橡胶骨头 There were mannequins with rubber bones sticking out of their legs.
有的人偶能够喷假血 There were mannequins that could squirt fake blood.
甚至还有天使脸蛋的宝宝人偶 There were even little baby mannequins with cherubim faces.
外伤性截肢 Traumatic amputation.
可以开始了 心肺复苏 You're a go! Cardiopulmonary resuscitation!
一、二、三、四、五 One and two and three and four and five.
吹气 可以开始了 Breathe. You're a go.
希门内兹和我救了47个人偶的生命 Jimenez and I saved the lives of 47 dummies.
于是我们通过了考核 And so we passed the class.
战士军医连 Warrior Medics.
我叫你们创作一首连队士气歌 You were told to come up with a company cheer.
你们有一周的时间 You had a week to do this.
这叫截止期限 This is what is called a deadline!
你们已经过了截止期限 As of now, you have missed the deadline.
那么 Now,
由于你们没有创作出连队士气歌 since you have failed to come up with a company cheer,
我本人积极主动地 I have taken what is called the initiative...
创作了一首 你们必须学会唱 and come up with one you'll have to learn.
这是他的创作成果 And this is what he came up with.
战士军医连上战场 Warrior Medics in the fight
日日夜夜不停歇 On the double day and night
击败所有的敌人 We will beat out all the rest
丙连天下绝无双 Charlie Company is the best
别停下 进攻… Don't stop, get it, get it
持续前进 战士军医 Soldier on, Warrior Medics
别挡道 Make way!
战士军医来也 Here come the Warrior Medics!
噢 上 Ooh! Tay!
战士军医来也 Here come the Warrior Medics!
别挡道 Make way!
从那天起 任何时候连队立正 And from that day on, whenever the company was called to attention,
立正是每一天都会重复无数次的事 something that happened no less than a million times on any given day,
我们都要完整唱诵这首连队士气歌 the company cheer was to be recited in its entirety.
战士军医来也 绝无例外 Here come the Warrior Medics! No exceptions.
你们和奶子一样软巴巴 You guys are soft like some nice titties.
别挡道 Make way!
更糟的是 过了一段时间后 And to make matters worse, after a while,
大家默认旗手 也就是本人 it got to be expected that the guidon bearer, which was me,
必须在整个过程中跳机器人舞 would do the robot throughout the refrain.
战士军医来也 Here come the Warrior Medics!
别挡道 Make way!
战士军医来也 Here come the Warrior Medics!
所以永远都别加入该死的军队 So don't ever join the fucking army.
（第三部 雏兵）
第一次踏上外面的土地时 你异常清醒 You were wide awake when you got on the ground
这是你第一次离开铁丝网围栏 outside the wire for the first time.
随时都可能中弹 You expected to get shot at any moment.
即使身处方圆十里都没有人影的地方 Even if you were in a spot where you couldn't see anyone for miles,
你也觉得附近一定有哈芝 you were nevertheless sure that there was a haji out there
埋伏了一整日 只为了射杀你 who had been waiting all day just to shoot you.
注意…遭遇敌军 Attention on the net. Attention on the net. Troops in contact.
目前位置：VS 453 132 Current location, Victor Sierra 453, 132.
等候侦察要项报告 Stand by for SALUTE report.
插线 乌鸦基地 这是快速反应部队 Break, break. Raven Base. This is Quebec Romeo Foxtrot.
我们已出发七分钟 前往交战地点 完毕 We are seven minutes out, en route to TIC. Over.
一号车 加速 Number one, bump it up.
遭遇敌军 好的 我们去吧 We have troops in contact. All right. Let's get us in there.
正在交战 至少17至20人 Contact. At least 17 to 20 people.
敌军活动为协同攻击 Activity, coordinated attack.
请求即时支援 Request immediate support.
我方遭到猛烈攻击 距离… We're under heavy fire, vicinity of
右方遇敌 快离开… Contact right! Get out! Get out! Get out!
乌鸦基地…该死的 乌鸦基地 Raven Base, Raven Base! Goddamn it. Raven Base!
嘿 军士 Hey, Sarge!
什么情况？ 那边有两名伤员 What have we got? We got two wounded over there!
带他们俩回来 我呼叫快速反应部队 Take those two back here. I'll get the QRF.
好的 收到 快点 Okay. Copy. Move it!
阿诺德 掩护后方 Arnold, take six.
拿上你的东西 快… And grab your shit. Let's go, go, go!
该死的… Fuck! Fuck!
嘿…看着我 深呼吸 Hey! Hey, look at me! Breathe.
跟着我 Stay on me.
我们走 Let's go.
俯身 Down!
掩护右方…走 Cover right. Cover right. Go!
快 Move!
需要医护… Medic up! Medic up!
趴下 Get down!
嘿 用力按压 Hey! Get some pressure on it.
别碰我 上山… Get the fuck off me. Up the hill. Up the hill!
留在这里 Stay here!
来了 你需要什么？ Coming in! What do you need?
前方至少有两人受伤 带他们离开 I got at least two wounded up front! Get them the fuck out!
好的 快前进… 走… All right. Move, move, move! Let's go, let's go!
好 Okay.
医护 Medic!
在这边 把他的内脏放回去 天啊 Over here. Get his guts in! Jesus fuck!
放回去 马上把他的内脏放回去 Bring it in. I said get his guts in now!
再来一点 More!
大家一起 抬起他 Everybody. Lift him.
快 准备 Go! Ready?
三、二、一 这边… Three, two, one! Here it is. Here it is.
直升机来了…把人抬起来 Bird inbound! Bird inbound! Get the litter up!
抬起来 快 Lift up! Let's go!
尘土飞扬中 我能看见他的脸 In the dust, I could see the man's face.
他双眼大开、充满悲伤 只剩求生本能 His eyes were wild and grieving, and he was in his lizard brain.
嘿…看着我 嘿 Hey! Hey! Look at me! Hey!
我们四目相对 我说… We locked eyes, and I said...
放心 有我在 I've got you!
我说得很大声 好盖过直升机的声音 让他听见 I said it real loud, so he could hear me over the helicopters.
然后我觉得有点难堪 因为这句话很蠢 And then I felt embarrassed, because it was a stupid thing to have said.
好吧 我们快走 All right, let's move on out!
准备…起来 Ready! Ready! Up!
起来 快 Up! Let's move!
撤退… Back! Move back!
棒 Oh, yeah.
完了 Fuck.
婚戒上的血洗不掉 This fucking blood won't come out of my wedding ring.
一开始 军队里的大家觉得我方势不可挡、所向披靡 In the early days, the infantry felt like they were ten feet tall and invincible.
每个人都期待着上战场 They were impatient to begin killing.
大家都想大开杀戒 They wanted to kill so bad
对我方的战斗力盲目自信 there was this profligate confidence in our firepower.
还有一种莫名其妙的战友情谊 And there was this bullshit camaraderie.
稍息 At ease!
搞什么？ What in the fuck?
跑 他只是在跑 奔跑…然后… Running. He was just running. Fast, fast, fast. And then
哥们 发生了什么？ Dude, what the fuck happened?
有个人的内脏挂在体外 This guy, his guts were hanging out.
我们要把内脏放回去 We had to put 'em back in.
到处都是炮火 Getting shot at.
我们向直升机跑去 嘿 We had to run up to the chopper. Hey.
我听到无线电网的消息 被你们送上直升机的那几个人死了 I heard on the radio those guys you put in the helicopter are dead.
天 Shit.
嘿 上士 今天我们送上直升机的那几个人真的死了？ Hey, Sarge. Is it true those guys we put on the bird today are dead?
谁告诉你们的？ Who told you that?
阿诺德说是无线电网的消息 阿诺德就是个智障 Arnold said he heard it on the net. Arnold's a fucking retard.
这是我听说的 上士 闭嘴 阿诺德 I thought that's what I heard, Sarge. Shut up, Arnold.
那是格林上士 That's Staff Sergeant Greene.
人们说他已杀死15个哈芝了 They said he'd already killed 15 hajis.
他是个铁血汉子 He was a hard motherfucker.
他们没死？ So, they're not dead?
别整天忧心忡忡 Quit worrying about it so much, huh?
你们今天不再是雏兵了 You got your cherry popped today.
今天我方死伤了八个人 We took eight fucking casualties today.
一共800个人 Out of 800.
我们要在这里待一年 And we're here for a fucking year.
一年有几天 算算会死多少人 A year's worth of fucking days. Do the math.
我们死定了 We're fucked.
你们本来以为来这里是做什么的？ What did you guys think you were coming here to do?
我的妈 莱辛 你真会扫兴 Damn, Lessing. You're a downer.
真相是残酷的 小宝宝 Truth hurts, baby.
他是对的 And he was right.
那里的一切都与死亡有关 Everything there was about dying.
人们甚至把我们驻扎的区域称为“死亡三角” They even called the area we were stationed in "the Triangle of Death."
而我们像白痴一样巡视每一寸土地 And, like idiots, we patrolled every inch of it.
大多数时间 我们觉得自己就像比较光荣的稻草人 Most days, it felt like we were just glorified scarecrows.
用来显得很忙、成本高昂、大脑空空 There to look busy, expensive as fuck and dumber than shit.
快看穿裙子那个 她好像《摩登原始人》里的佩丝 Look at that one in the dress. She looks like Pebbles from The Flintstones.
真的 她挺可爱的 Oh, yeah. She is kinda cute.
那是诺思军士 他来自爱达荷 That's Sergeant North. He was from Idaho.
他也是个杀人犯 停下 And he was also a killer. Stop.
你知道你想要 贱人 该死 别乱动 You know you want it, bitch. Fuck! Stop fucking moving.
先生… 想要这个吗？这个？ Mister. Mister. You want this? This?
你想要这个？ You want this?
走开 让一边去 佩丝 过来…佩丝 Move. Get out the way. Pebbles, come here. Come here, Pebbles.
你想要这个吗？想吗？ You want this? You want this? Yeah?
走吧 Let's go.
圣诞节那天 丹佛野马队的拉拉队来了 On Christmas Day, the Denver Mustang cheerleaders arrived.
她们挥手、跳跃 露出洁白的牙齿 They waved and bounced with their white teeth.
整个活动令人难以忍受 The whole thing seemed goddamn awful.
肤如凝脂的美女 Beautiful women with skin like expensive cream.
别指望她们和你上床 而这就是重点 It wasn't like they were gonna fuck you. And that's what it was all about.
整件事的目的是让你想和她们上床 You were supposed to want to fuck them,
而她们决不能和你上床 and they were supposed to not fuck you.
你知道你想要 贱人 You know you want it, bitch!
好 大家都看着我 说“哈芝” All right. Everybody looking at me, say "Hajis."
哈芝 Hajis!
但我对此没意见 我连黄片都不看 But I was okay with that. I didn't even watch porn.
美国… USA! USA! USA!
我会在便携式厕所里自慰 I'd jerk off in the porta shitters.
甚至不会想其他姑娘 Didn't even think of other girls.
上我 Fuck me.
我不觉得丢脸 我只想做个好丈夫 I'm not ashamed of this. I just tried to be good.
我真想你 宝贝 Miss you so goddamn much, baby.
我也想你 I miss you too.
嘿 我有大好的消息 Hey, I've got some really good news.
是吗？什么呢？ Oh, yeah? What's that?
你父母提出要支持我们买第一套房 Your parents offered to help us buy a starter home.
你在吗？ 在的 我只是… You there? Yeah, I'm here. I just
我只是很高兴 到时间了 I'm happy, that's all. Time.
天啊 我在通话 快点 Jesus, man. I'm on the phone. Hurry the fuck up.
我在讲电话 哥们 I'm on the fucking phone, dude.
无论去哪里 我都想着你 宝贝 I think about you everywhere I go, baby.
去你的 菜鸡 去你的 混蛋 Fuck you, new dick. Fuck you, motherfucker.
我在讲电话 那就快点 I'm on the goddamn phone. Then hurry the fuck up!
怎么了？ 没什么 宝贝 我只是… What is it? It's nothing, baby. I just
我等不及回家见你了 时间到了 大兵 I can't wait to be home with you. Time, Private.
真要命 Fuck.
时间到了 大兵 Time, Private!
我得挂了 宝贝 I gotta go, baby.
我爱你 我也爱你 I love you. I love you too.
全归你了 军士 It's all yours, Sarge.
淡定点 头巾佬 滚后边去 Calm the fuck down, towelhead. Get the fuck back!
能问问他怎么回事吗？ Could you ask him what happened?
他说是几天前被绑扎的时候受的伤 He says it happened when he was zip tied, few days ago.
老天 Jesus.
嘿 哥们 看看这人的手 Dude, look at this guy's hand.
要命啊 Fuck.
嘿 不好意思 军士 Hey, excuse me, Sarge?
是 Yeah?
你能看看这人的手吗？ Would you take a look at this guy's hand?
是蜂窝组织炎 It's cellulitis.
我们的抗生素用完了 We're out of antibiotics.
所以呢？ So?
所以我能为这个人做些什么？ What can I do for this guy?
让他滚一边去死 Tell him to eat shit and die.
好的 你让他去医院 You gotta tell him to go to a hospital,
看医生 吃点抗生素 因为我们这里没有药了 see a doctor and get some antibiotics, 'cause we don't have any medicine here.
不客气 You're welcome.
谢谢 一定要送他去医院 好吗？ Thanks. Make sure he gets to a hospital, okay?
医院不愿意收我们 你们必须努力一下 伙伴 They won't take us. You just gotta try, buddy.
尽你所能 Try your best.
是 长官 Yes, sir!
好 下一个 All right, who's next?
求求你… 这帮小兔崽子又来了 Please. Please. Not these little fuckers again.
嘿 佩丝 过来 Hey, Pebbles, come here.
没事 她没问题的 Nah, she's all right, man.
过来 Come here.
你在干嘛？ What the fuck are you doing?
这个给你 好吗？ This is for you, okay?
希望你收下 这是给你的 好的 I want you to have this. That's for you. All right.
嘿 Hey!
要命啊 伙计 她被抢了 Shit, man! She got hit!
没想到吧 Look at that.
你还真是给她“造福”了呢 Made her fucking day.
该死的 Fuck.
你知道我现在最想什么吗？ You know what I would love right now?
墨西哥夹饼？ Taco?
去你的 贱人 滚 Fuck you, bitch. Fuck you.
对 该死的墨西哥夹饼 我还真想吃夹饼 Yes, a motherfucking taco. Yes, I would love a taco.
你的夹饼里要加什么？ What do you want in your taco?
烤牛肉、鳄梨酱、洋葱 Some carne asada, some fucking guacamole, some onions.
什么？是 好 去你的 What? Yeah. Fuck you.
女友是我的唯一一个 My girl's the only one.
真的？ 对…兄弟 For real? Yeah. Yeah, bro.
唯一一个？ 唯一一个 The only one? The only one.
除此之外还有波蒂斯塔吧？ 去你的 But Bautista too, right? Fuck you, bitch.
你觉得她们现在在做什么？ What you reckon they're doing right now?
大概是和她的新男人在一起吧 Probably with her new dude.
那我必须杀了他 I'll have to kill him.
某个壮男 Some big ass dude.
他离开了一年 He'd been away a year,
他的妻子有个一个月大的婴儿 and his wife has a one month old baby
她说是他的 that she fucking says is his.
我真讨厌这里 哥们 I fucking hate it here, dude.
我只想回家 I just wanna go home.
乌鸦基地… Raven Base, Raven Base.
这是E5N 完毕 This is Echo 5 November, over.
E5N 这是乌鸦基地 Echo 5 November, this is Raven Base.
我们将驶离这条路 Yeah, we're gonna get off this line.
基地收到 完毕 Base copy, over.
头车 这是二号车 Lead, this is two.
头车收到 Go for lead.
我们将右转 驶离这条路 We're gonna get off this line to the right.
收到 Copy that.
嘿 不好意思 诺思军士 Hey, excuse me, Sergeant North?
有屁快放 小老二 What is it, fuckstick?
我觉得我们不应穿过这里 军士 I don't think we should try and drive through here, Sergeant.
我认为我们应该留在这条路上 I think we ought to stay on the road.
这是你的高见吗？一等兵未满的小小大兵 Is that what you think, you fucking PFC wanna be a private?
那条路直直穿过“坑爹”区 That road runs right through an "oh, shit" zone.
你想让我置队友的安危不顾 You want me to put all these men in danger
只因为你想绕远路？ 'cause you don't wanna save two fucking minutes?
我在第一排时 我们有四辆车困在这里 When I went out with First Platoon, we got four vehicles stuck
当时我们也试图穿过这片区域 军士 trying to drive through this shit, Sergeant.
看起来挺正常的 Looks fine to me.
并不正常 地下的东西… It ain't fine. It's the shit that's underneath
够了 Enough!
闭上你含老二的嘴 Hold your fucking man pleaser.
踩油门 猎豹 Floor it, Cheetah.
把车停下 大兵 Stop the vehicle, Private.
停车 Stop the vehicle.
把该死的车停下 可恶 Stop the fucking vehicle! Fuck!
嘿 我说得没错吧？ Hey, yo. What did I fucking say, man?
猎豹 Cheetah!
滚过来 你这缺维生素的弱鸡 把这辆垃圾从泥里抬出来 Get your vitamin depleted ass up here and get this POS out of the fucking mud!
嘿 我不建议你这么做 军士 Hey, I wouldn't do that if I were you, Sergeant.
我们之前也是这么做的 That's exactly what we did.
这会给快速反应部队的救援加大难度 You'll only make things harder for QRF when they get here.
闭嘴 看好你的方向 Shut the fuck up and watch your sector.
你需要一辆布雷德利和拖车绳 军士 You need a Bradley and a tow cable, Sarge.
闭上你的臭嘴 Shut the fuck up.
收到 军士 Roger that, Sergeant.
见鬼去吧 Fuck this shit.
该死的 这里真热 伙计 Motherfucker. It's hot as fuck out here, man.
我太渴了 波 I'm so thirsty B!
叫一辆布雷德利来 Go get me a fucking Bradley.
我们要困在这里… We're gonna be stuck here for
诺斯说快速反应部队几小时后才能到 North says QRF can't get here for a few hours.
他想让我、尤里、莱辛和希门内兹回去 He wants me, Yuri, Lessing and Jimenez to go back
带一辆布雷德利和拖车绳回来 还真会命令 and get a Bradley with a tow cable. Yeah, no shit.
你乖乖在这守着 聪明鬼 You're on radio watch, smart ass.
不 让他滚一边去 真的？ No, tell him to go fuck himself. Really?
真的 让他滚一边去 Yeah, for real. Tell him to go fuck himself.
波蒂斯塔 马上过来 军士 Bautista! Coming now, Sarge!
走吧 各位 出发 快点 Come on, boys! Let's go! Move out!
你是诺思的跟屁虫吗？ 不 What are you, North's bottom? No.
我不想接下来四个小时在这里等着当枪靶子 I don't want to spend the next four hours waiting to be shot.
也许猎豹实在太爱美国了 Guess Cheetah just loves America.
我确实爱 I do.
所以咱们赶快离开这该死的沙堆回家吧 快点 So let's get out of this fucking shithole sandbox, and let's go home. Come on!
嘿 别让诺思把你欺负得太狠 好吗？ Hey, don't let North fuck with you too hard, all right?
他的意思应该是别让诺思把你操得太狠 I think he means don't let North fuck you too hard.
是啊 他的老二很大？ Oh, yeah, he's got a big dick?
该死的混蛋 Fucking asshole.
该死的 Fuck!
伏地… Get down! Get down!
不好 Oh, shit!
别跑过去 Don't fucking run into it!
不好 不… Oh, shit. No, no, no.
不… No, no. No, no, no.
你已经熟悉那种味道了 The smell is something that you already know.
它原本就在你的血液里 It's coded in your blood.
烟尘进入毛孔和每一个腺体 The smoke gets in your pores and every gland.
满嘴都是它的味道 Your mouth is full of it...
只差没直接吃下去 to the point where you might as well be eating the shit.
没有遇到敌军？ No other contact?
没有敌军 什么都没看到 No contact. We didn't see anything.
我去找一辆布雷德利来 I'll go get me a Bradley.
我去运尸体 I'll go get the bodies.
嘿 把袋子拿过来 Hey, bring the bags.
大兵 Private.
那是莱辛 That was Lessing.
司机是尤里 Our driver was Yuri.
炮手是波蒂斯塔 Our gunner was Bautista.
那个… And that
那个…后座的是大兵希门内兹 And that's... Private Jimenez in the back.
我们把他们搬下来吧 Let's get 'em out.
好的 不好 上尉 不好我的手套在熔化 上尉 All right. Fuck. Captain Fuck. My gloves are melting, Captain.
别担心 试着用双臂勾住 It's all right. Just try hooking your arms instead.
是 长官 Yes, sir.
可以 I got it.
没事吧？ 没事 You good? Yeah.
好的 All right.
放下 Release.
先生…军队口粮 Mister, mister, mister! MRE!
先生…军队口粮 Mister, mister! Mister, MRE!
军队口粮 先生…军队口粮 MRE, mister! Mister. MRE.
先生…军队口粮 Mister. Mister. MRE!
先生 军队口粮 先生… Mister. MRE. Mister, mister!
突然之间 这一切变得毫无意思 Suddenly there was nothing interesting about it anymore.
剩下一片虚无 There was nothing.
你看到了不好的事吗？ Are you seeing bad things?
是的 有一些 Yeah, a little.
有人被杀了吗？ Are people getting killed?
因为我看新闻说有人死了 Because I'm seeing on the news that people are getting killed.
喂？ 是 宝贝 我在 Hello? Yeah, baby, I'm here.
你会撑过去的 好吗？ You're gonna make it through this, okay?
我知道你会撑过去的 I know that you're gonna make it through this.
能听你聊聊你的事吗？ Could you just talk about you for a second?
你最近好吗？ What's going on with you?
我在学院酒吧找了一份侍应生的工作 Well, I got a job as a waitress down at the Academy,
离我理想的安家街区很近 close to the neighborhood I think that we should settle on.
你也喜欢拉曲米尔那边的街道 对吗？ You like those streets over by Larchmere, right?
宝贝 Baby.
是 宝贝 我在呢 我只是… Yeah, baby, I'm here. I just...
你真的没事吗？ Are you sure you're doing okay?
我只是想你了 仅此而已 I just miss you. That's all.
我也想你 I miss you too.
我爱你 I love you.
该死 Fuck!
带他离开 该死 Get him out! Fuck!
好 他没事 All right! He's good!
（欢迎回家 士兵们）
（第四部 归家）
（2005年）
一等兵希门内兹阵亡后 After Private First Class Jimenez was killed in battle,
这名士兵也开始为他的排提供救护支援 this soldier went on to take care of his platoon as well,
总共为三个排服务 他所完成的作战行动 serving three platoons in total to complete more combat missions...
我真想尽快离开 比营中的任何军医都多 I really wanna get the fuck out of here. ...than any other medic in his battalion.
我觉得我没有做出任何值得嘉奖的成就 I don't feel like I've done anything to go running into a gymnasium about.
我很荣幸为你颁发英勇勋章 It is my honor to present to you the Medal of Valor.
我唯一的成就是没有死去 My one true accomplishment was not dying.
而那和我没有任何关系 And I didn't really have anything to do with that.
恭喜你 专业下士 谢谢 军士长 Congratulations, Specialist. Thank you, First Sergeant.
艾米莉载我回俄亥俄 我终于看到我们的新家 Emily drove me back to Ohio, and I got to see our new house.
我开始在艾米莉教课的学校上夜校 Started taking night classes at a school Emily was working at,
我找了一份每小时8美元的工作 and I got a job that paid eight bucks an hour.
是罗伊的表弟乔帮我介绍的 Roy's cousin Joe helped me get it.
咖啡真难喝 This coffee is shit.
一帮身在福中不知福的混蛋 They're all spoiled fucks.
那里只有我和乔经历过战争 No one there but Joe and I had ever had anything to do with war
或是杀戮这一类事情 or murders or anything like that.
他们眼中的世界与我们是不同的 The world meant something different to them than it did to us.
乔回家后的一段时间有些问题 And after he got back, Joe had problems for a while.
我只不过问你是不是真的需要一直喝酒 All I did was ask you if you really needed to keep drinking,
毕竟你已经醉得不省人事 seeing as you're already shit faced.
我说我需要 我认为你不需要 And I said that I did. And I said no, you did not!
天啊 不好 Holy shit! Fuck!
快停车 Stop the car.
有问题的不止他一个 He wasn't the only one with problems.
我睡不着觉 当我入睡 我总梦见暴力场景 I didn't sleep. And when I did, I dreamt of violence.
嘿 Hey.
你还好吗？ 没事 Are you okay? Yeah.
嘿 发生了什么？ Hey. What happened?
我连上厕所都想到血腥画面 还嗜睡 I shit blood, I farted blood, and then I craved sleep.
简单说来 因为我曾目睹的恐怖场景 我成了一个悲伤的疯子 Basically I was being a sad, crazy fuck about the horrors I'd seen.
快点 我们要迟到了 Hurry. We'll be late.
好的 宝贝 没问题 Yeah, baby. Sure.
嘿 谢谢你想到这个主意 Hey, thank you for thinking to do this.
为什么只有我们穿得这么正式？ Why are we the only ones dressed up?
不要紧 Doesn't matter.
我都没注意 Didn't notice.
这些有钱的中年人啊 All these middle aged people with money, for Christ's sakes.
他们来剧院都懒得披上一件外套 And they can't even be bothered to wear a jacket to the fucking theater.
别说了 对 我在对你们说话 Stop. Yeah, I'm talkin' to you.
你有什么问题？ 你有什么问题？ What's your problem, dude? Dude, what's your problem?
我的问题在于你连这点礼仪都没有 My problem's the fact you didn't even have the decency
打完高尔夫后连运动外套都不脱 to take off your L.L.Bean before you came from the fucking golf club!
请小声点 好吧 硬汉 Please be quiet. Okay, tough guy
去你的 混蛋 我想走了 Fuck you, motherfucker I'd really like to go now.
不 宝贝 我们哪都不去 No, babe, we're not going anywhere.
我真的想走 I would really like to leave.
没事的 伙计 没什么好看的 It's all right, man. There's nothing to fucking look at.
那人就是个混蛋 This guy's just an asshole.
你等着我把这运动外套塞进你的屁眼 Fucking take this L.L.Bean and shove it up your fucking ass.
该死的娘炮 Fucking pussy.
我想走了 I wanna leave.
我洗手时不小心把厕所的镜子锤碎了 I punched the bathroom mirror on accident while I was washing my hands.
走吧 我们得走了 天啊 Come on, we gotta go. Jesus Christ.
我们现在就得走 快 I mean we gotta go right fucking now. Let's go.
回家后 我又吃了几片赞安诺 And when I went home, I took a few more Xanax.
那天晚上 詹姆斯莱特福特 That also happened to be the night that James Lightfoot
想到我们家和我说声欢迎回来 tried coming around to welcome me back,
结果却因闯入我的房子而被逮捕 but he got arrested breaking into my house.
嘿 伙计 Hey, man.
嘿 Hey.
嘿 醒一醒 Hey, wake up.
嘿 怎么回事？你是谁？ Hey, man, what the fuck? Who's you?
我的天… Fuck, fuck, fuck!
抱歉 Sorry
但那不是我的房子 Except it wasn't my house.
这蠢蛋闯进了别人的家 The fucking dumb shit broke into the wrong house.
自从我去伊拉克后 詹姆斯弄伤了膝盖 Since I left for Iraq, James had busted up his knee
在公路局工作时受了工伤 working for the Highway Department
服用奥施康定上瘾了 and gotten into using OxyContin pretty bad.
我不是故意的 走吧 I didn't mean to. Come on.
对不起… 走吧 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Come on.
臭警察 去你的 You fucking pig! Fuck you!
我为他付了保释金他出来后总是来找我玩 After I bailed him out, he started hanging around a lot.
哥们 你没事吧？ Dude, are you all right?
不…有事 No, no. No, not all right.
帮帮我 Help me.
不好… Fuck. Fuck.
深呼吸 Deep breath.
深呼吸 没错 Deep. That's right.
几周后 詹姆斯让我带他去银行 A few weeks later, James asked me to take him to the bank.
詹姆斯希望我帮他和柜台人员谈一谈 James wanted me to talk to the teller for him,
因为他说我的口才好 'cause he said I could talk good.
好的 Okay.
我把支票的收款人写你 So I'm gonna sign my checks over to you.
然后你把现金给我 好吗？ And then you're gonna give me the cash, okay?
他们不让我开银行账户 'Cause they won't let me have a bank account,
因为支票核实系统有我的记录 'cause I'm in ChexSystems.
我的信用分糟透了 My credit's totally fucked.
走吧 Come on.
这些支票无法兑现 先生 I can't cash these checks, sir.
这招不太成功 It wasn't exactly a smash hit.
柜台人员觉得我是故意找麻烦 因为我吃奥施康定吃嗨了 The teller thought I was being a dick because I was high on OxyContin,
我也没有掩饰我认为他是混蛋这个想法 and I wasn't exactly trying to hide the fact that I thought he was an asshole.
你知道吗？ You know what?
你是个混蛋 我想和你的经理谈一谈 You're an asshole, and I'd like to speak to your manager.
我就是经理 Well, I am the manager.
那你还是混蛋 好吧 Well, you're still an asshole. Okay.
先生 我是退伍军人 哥们 Sir. I'm a fucking war veteran, dude.
你却把我当作下等人 And you're fucking treating me like an undesirable.
我不知道我会怎么处理这件事 I don't know what I'm gonna do about this,
但我很确定你不应该这么对待他人 混蛋 but I'm sure as fuck this isn't the way you're supposed to treat people, fucker.
祝你今天愉快 You have a good day now.
谢谢你们 谢谢 Thanks, guys. Thank you.
谢谢你的帮助 Thanks for your help.
可不是嘛 你拿到钱了吗？ Fuck yeah. You get the money?
不 我没有拿到钱 No, I didn't get the fucking money.
嘿 刚才的事太糟糕了 Hey, man, it's really unfortunate how that all just played out.
抱歉 哥们 Sorry, dude.
不过还是谢谢你 Yeah, well, thanks anyway.
不客气 Sure, yeah.
你还能给我一些药丸吗？ Do you think I could get some more of those pills?
一切都变了 而一切也都没变 Everything had changed. And nothing had changed.
重点是我真的很喜欢奥施康定 The problem was, is I really liked Oxy.
它让我有一种奇特的感觉谁都别想摆布我 Made me feel a type of way so I wasn't about taking shit from anyone.
你去哪了？ Where the hell have you been?
不 No.
你去哪了？ Where have you been?
说好了你三小时前回家的 You were supposed to be home three hours ago.
你吃了什么鬼东西？ What the fuck did you take?
你在吃什么鬼东西？ What are you fucking taking?
让我告诉你答案 I'll tell you what I haven't been taking...
我受够了你的屁事 is your shit.
我不要再忍受你了 I'm not taking your shit.
我答应艾米莉 我会找到更好的办法解决我的战争后遗症 I promised Emily I'd find a better way of dealing with my war shit
而不是只靠吃药 than just taking pills.
（某医生）
你有过任何自杀念头吗？ Have you been experiencing any suicidal thoughts?
有时会有 Sometimes, yeah.
我只觉得如果我死在伊拉克了 I just feel like if I died in Iraq...
她现在会更开心 she'd be happier now, you know?
她会难过一阵 但… She would've been sad for a while, but...
最终她的人生会变得更好 ultimately her life would've been better.
你回来多久了？ How long you been back?
八个月 Eight months.
你接受过创伤后应激障碍评估吗？ Have you been evaluated for PTSD before?
我们现在不就在评估那个吗？ Isn't that what we're doing here?
我试过 I tried.
你们总是让我转诊 You guys kept transferring my file.
可能有人离职了 新来的人还没弄明白我的情况 I guess someone left and the new someone was trying to get caught up.
不知道 I don't know.
你目前服用任何药物吗？ Are you currently on any medications?
赞安诺 Xanax.
治疗我的焦虑症 但现在没效了 For my anxiety. But they don't work anymore.
你的痛苦水平是多少？ How's your pain level?
精神还是肉体的痛苦？ Like, mental pain or physical pain?
两者 Both.
满分十分的话有九分 Nine outta ten.
你听说过奥施康定吗？ Have you ever heard of OxyContin?
艾米莉当然很生气 Naturally, Emily was pissed,
可以理解 她终于忍无可忍 and she'd understandably reached her limit.
行 Fine.
这些归我了 These are for me now.
因为我也很想… Because I would love
我也很想逃离… I would love a break...
这所有的一切 from all of this shit!
去你的 Fuck you!
我真希望当初我没有告诉你我要离开 I wish I never told you I was leaving.
去蒙特利尔 For Montreal.
记得你以前总是在脖子上系一条白丝带吗？ Remember when you used to wear that white ribbon around your neck?
那是我的专属标识 That was my jam.
是 我很喜欢 Yeah, I liked that.
但我觉得我们永远回不去那时了 Can't see that we'll ever make it back there though.
是的 No.
但我可以接受这一点 But I'm okay with that.
是 Yeah.
我也可以 Me too.
就这样 我们变成了瘾君子 And that is how we became addicts.
（第五部）
（上瘾人生）
你想吃哪种蛋？ Babe, how do you want your eggs?
今天你能带利维尼娅散步吗？我十分钟后就要出门 Can you walk Livinia today? I need to leave in, like, ten minutes.
炒蛋还是煎蛋？ You want 'em scrambled or sunny side up?
炒蛋 谢谢 放在吐司上 Scrambled, please. On toast.
像三文治那样？ What, like, in a sandwich?
对 像三文治那样 Yeah, like a sandwich.
瘾君子的生活精髓 在于你正缓慢地杀死自己 The story of being a dope fiend is that you could kill yourself real slow,
但在这个过程中你感觉棒极了 but you feel like a million fucking bucks doing it.
没事 It's okay.
嘿 今天我要工作到很晚 Hey, today's the day that I stay late.
所以你5点就要到 否则我撑不到下课 So you need to be there by 5:00, or I'm not gonna make it through class.
教授还在放假 有我在 宝贝 放心 Professor's still out. I got you, babe, go on.
5点 对吗？ 下午5点 You said 5:00, right? 5:00 p.m.
遵命 女士 谢谢 Yes, ma'am. Thank you.
最初我们想养狗这样就不会成为瘾君子了 At first we said we'd get a dog, and we wouldn't be dope fiends.
但我们没有戒毒 所以现在我们成了养狗的瘾君子 But we stayed dope fiends, so now we're just dope fiends with a dog.
我得走了 I gotta go.
我爱你 我也爱你 I love you. Love you too.
别忘了 Don't forget.
“看 她的毛线活在我手里 她的椅子空着在等她 "See her knitting in my hand, and her empty chair ready for her.
我喊得直冒火 心也凉了” I cry with vexation and disappointment"...
莉雅 继续读 我要去一趟洗手间 Lia? Keep reading, I'm gonna run to the restroom.
可以吗？ You good?
当然了 未来一片阴云 Of course, the future looked bad though.
开始负债 You went into debt.
上一张军人支票存错了账户 然后… My last GI check got deposited into the wrong account. And...
一而再、再而三地伤透父母的心 Stabbed your parents in the heart, over and over and over again.
老朋友不再往来 新朋友想用勺子挖出你的双眼 Old friends stayed away. New friends would eat your eyes out with a fucking spoon.
嘿 大黑 Hey, Black.
但是海洛因永远都不够 But there was always more heroin to be done.
那通常能让我们平静一段时间 And that would usually serve to settle things down for a bit.
如果你能让我再赊80美元 If you could front me, like, another 80,
周五我就能收到军人津贴 I got money from the GI Bill coming in on Friday.
帮我把烤芝士三文治翻个面 Flip that grilled cheese for me.
如果你不知道情况 If you didn't know any better,
你可能会以为这家伙是《回到未来》的毕夫 you would've thought that this guy was Biff from Back to the Future,
但他不是 but he wasn't.
他是药丸 He was Pills...
他是可卡因 and he was Coke.
嘿 要把这个盛碟吗？好像可以了 Hey, man, you want me to put this on a plate? It looks done.
雪莉 来吃芝士三文治了 Shelly, come get your toasted cheese.
嗨 Hey.
你们在做什么？ What are you guys doing?
我们在做特别糖果 Making some special candy.
我爱吃糖果 I like candy.
我能尝尝吗？ Can I try it?
这要看情况 That depends.
你觉得呢 吸毒仔？要不要让她尝一尝特别糖果？ What do you think, junkie? Should she try some special candy?
好 张大嘴 火车要来咯 All right, open wide for the choo choo.
呜呜 你生活里的每个人都是混蛋 Choo choo! And everyone you met was a fucker.
别玩我了 哥们你真的不让我赊那80美元？ Stop fucking with me, dude. Are you really not gonna front me that 80?
我也不知道 对于有的人来说80美元是笔大钱 I don't know, man, 80 is a lot of money to some people.
拜托 哥们 Please, dude, come on.
可以考虑但你要帮我去七叶树那边找个人 Maybe. But you gotta go see a guy in Buckeye for me.
好 为大黑取一件东西 Okay. Pick up something for Black.
大黑？ For Black?
对 什么东西？ Yeah. What am I picking up?
一个保险箱 千万别问里面是什么 It's a safe. And don't fucking ask what's in it.
为什么？里面是什么？ Why, what's in it?
你真是个蠢货 You're a cunt nugget.
拜托 请告诉我你拿到货了 Please, please tell me you scored.
这是什么？ 什么？ What the fuck is this? What?
药丸可卡因让我帮他保管保险箱 Pills & Coke asked me to watch a safe for him.
那家伙？ That fucking guy?
我讨厌那家伙 I hate that fucking guy.
那家伙让我们赊账 所以我只能这么做 That fucking guy fronted us, so it felt like the right thing to do.
你感觉好吗？ Are you good?
（16分钟后）
我说那家伙是个烂人吧这货一点劲都没有 I told you that guy was a scumbag. This dope isn't doing shit for me.
你却在帮他看管保险箱 里面说不定装着好货 And here you are watching his safe that probably has all the good shit in it.
于是我们叫来詹姆斯莱特福特 他曾在锁匠手下做事 So we called James Lightfoot, who used to work for a locksmith.
我什么都听不到 I can't hear anything.
可以了吗？ Did it work?
是 真有用 天才 Oh, yeah. Yeah, it totally fucking worked. Genius.
上 伙计 Hit it, man.
对 用力… 该死 Yeah, hit it. Hit it. Fuck.
利用你的愤怒 宝贝 Get angry, baby.
要出来了 It's coming.
让他们去死 Fuck them.
什么？ What?
开门 Open the door!
是警察 It's the fucking police.
不是警察 It's not the police.
警察上门 This is the police!
是警察 It's the fucking police!
快把所有毒品扔掉 快点… Get rid of all the drugs. Quick! Hurry!
完了 他们知道有保险箱 Fuck! They know about the safe!
我就说他们知道有保险箱 I told you they know about the safe.
我不清楚他们怎么知道有保险箱 I don't know how they fucking know about the safe.
完了… 你在做什么？ Fuck, fuck! What are you doing?
倒掉这些啊 这不会有用的 I'm emptying! That's not gonna fucking work!
该死… Fuck! Fuck!
来 Here.
好 听我说… 好的 Okay, listen to me. Okay.
把手放在脑后 像这样 好吗？保持这样 Put your hands behind your head like this, okay? Stay like that.
好 Yeah.
我们友好、冷静地处理吧 Let's do this nice and peaceful!
狗娘养的 Son of a bitch.
真够蠢的 What a fucking dumbass.
快给我开门 Come on, open up.
进来吧 Come on in, man.
检查护具 Cup check.
哥们 Dude.
里面到底有多少货？ How much fucking shit was even in there?
告诉我 Tell me!
很多 A lot.
该死 Fuck.
你说你是警察 白痴 You said you were the fucking police, dumbass.
你敢怪到我头上 大毒虫？ You fucking put this shit on me, you doped up fuck?
不是我的错… It wasn't my fault! It wasn't my fault!
住手…你会掐死他的 住手 Stop! Stop! Stop! Stop, you're gonna kill him! Stop!
好吧 给你们说说后果 All right, let me tell you what's gonna happen.
大黑会黑化 Black is gonna put on his black mask.
什么？ 黑化 What? His black mask.
什么黑化？你在说什么… 黑化 他会黑化 What black mask? What are you His black mask. His fucking black mask.
他会黑化 He's gonna put on his motherfucking black mask!
别说了 我不懂你的意思 Stop saying that! I don't know what it means.
他会黑化 He's gonna put on his black mask!
我不懂你在说什么 I don't know what it means!
他会杀了我们所有人 He's gonna kill us all.
他会杀了你 He's gonna kill you.
他会杀了你 不 He's gonna kill you. No.
他肯定不会放过那个蠢货 He's sure as fuck gonna kill that cunt nugget!
你猜接下来会怎样？他会杀了我 And guess what then? He's gonna fucking kill me.
除非… Unless...
你们能给我 you can give me
一大堆现金 a giant fucking shitwad of cash.
现在就给 Right now.
我们没钱 We don't have any money.
我们连狗粮都没有 We don't even have dog food.
我有办法 I have a plan.
（我带着枪）
（这是打劫）
（银行）
行 算是还清了 Okay, we're square.
天啊 Oh, my God.
你抢了多少… How much did you...
天啊 Oh, my God.
这能买好多货啊 That's a lot of fucking dope.
这是值得庆祝的日子 And that was cause for a celebration.
抱歉 Sorry.
喂？ Hello?
嘿 我是乔 Hey. Joe.
乔？ 对 罗伊的表弟乔 Joe? Yeah. Roy's cousin Joe.
天 嘿 乔 你好吗？ Oh, fuck. Hey, Joe, what's up, man?
嘿 伙计 你今天去抢劫银行了？ Hey, man, did you rob a bank today?
我要坐牢了 宝贝 I'm going to fucking jail, babe.
不…看这个 上面说嫌犯身高1.8米 蓝色眼睛 No. No, here. It says the suspect is six foot and has blue eyes.
你不会有事的 对 但看这张照片 You're okay. Yeah, but look at the fucking picture.
看起来像我吧？ Does it look like me?
是 这段时间你还是别离开家了 Yeah, maybe you shouldn't leave the house for a while.
瘾君子的主要问题 The essential problem of being a drug addict
在于只要有钱 就会拿去买毒品 is that whenever you get flush, you spend it on dope.
直到钱花光 毒品没了 你感到不适 Until the money's gone. And when the dope's gone, you get sick.
然后你必须弄到更多钱 At which point you need to find more money.
再去抢银行 Go rob another fucking bank!
你还好吗？ Are you okay?
打喷嚏而已 It was just a sneeze.
你似乎真的不太舒服 先生 Look, I really think you're sick, man.
我没事 只是喷嚏打个不停 No, I'm fine, I just can't stop sneezing.
（我带着枪）
（这是打劫）
我觉得任何决定抢劫的人 I don't imagine that anyone goes in for a robbery
一定都处于某种绝望之中 if they're not in some kind of desperation.
因为抢劫是一种纯粹的自我作践 With robbery it's a matter of pure abasement.
谢谢你 Thank you.
而当时的我们十分低贱 And we were abased.
疯狂的是80%的情况下 What's crazy is, is that 80% of the time
柜台人员并不介意你劫持银行 the tellers really don't mind if you're holding up the bank.
当然也有例外 There are exceptions, of course,
比如西区这位长得像珍妮特雷诺的女士 like this one lady on the West Side, looked like Janet Reno.
我只能给这么多 That's as high as I go.
你他妈的在逗我？ You fucking kidding me?
（我带着枪）
你识字吧？ You can read, right?
我只能给你这么多 That's as high as I go.
但这是特殊例子 过程一般都很文明 But this was a fanatic. Usually it's very civilized.
嘿 宝贝 Hey, babe.
你还好吗？ You all right?
你去哪了？ 去银行了 这次没抢到多少 Where were you? I was at the bank. I couldn't get much.
感觉自己像扒手 Feel like a fucking purse snatcher.
行 这个够劲 好 Yeah, this is the one. All right.
你抢了这么多银行 How is it that you can rob all these fucking goddamn banks,
但是不知道为什么 and yet somehow, in some fucking way,
你还欠我一大笔钱？ you still owe me a fuck ton of money?
我的天 What the fuck?
因为我们注射很多毒品 伙计 'Cause we shoot a lot of fucking dope, man.
你们应该少注射一点 混蛋 You need to shoot a lot less, motherfucker,
因为你欠我钱意味着我欠大黑钱 'cause when you owe me money, I owe Black money.
大黑不喜欢别人欠钱 And Black does not like being owed fucking money.
这货真棒 我们在街角见 That's good shit, right? I'll meet you around the corner.
喂…你在说什么胡话？ What the fuck you talkin' about?
我告诉你我需要司机 I told you I needed a driver.
你可没说过 You did not fucking say that.
有 今早我打电话给你 不… Yeah, I did. I called you this morning. No, no
我说我要找人载我去抢劫 I said I needed a driver for the robbery.
我听到的不是这样 我可不加入瘾君子抢银行行动 That's not what I fucking heard. I'm not doing the junkie bank robbery.
等等 但你刚才说你欠了大黑钱 对吧？ But you just said that you owe Black money.
对 因为你欠我钱 Yeah! Because you owe me money.
那你到底想不想还钱？ Do you wanna pay him back or not?
我们得讲好条件 哥们 We gotta discuss terms, dude.
条件很简单 我去抢劫银行 The fucking terms are simple. I'm gonna go rob the fucking bank,
你去街角接我 这样你就有钱还大黑了 you're gonna meet me round the corner so you can pay Black back.
我不喜欢这条件 I don't like those terms.
我不一定会去… 条件说定了 I may or may not be there Those are the terms, man.
垃圾 Motherfucking piece of shit.
这就是条件 Those are the fucking terms!
拜托了 希娜 我知道不止这些 Come on, Sheina, I know you can do better than that.
这已经是很多钱了 That's a lot of money.
只有一张50美元 再加一堆1美元的 That's a 50 banded to some fucking ones.
我要柜员机里的所有钱 I said all the money in your drawer.
（烂银行）
那保安才不在乎这里的事 That guy couldn't give a shit about what's happening with you right now.
我不是小打小闹 I'm not fucking around.
我会在出去时亮一亮枪 I'll flash my gun on the way out,
让他知道你是被迫把钱给我的 so he knows you didn't just give the money away.
所以你算是好人了？ That supposed to make you a good guy now?
你为这个国家上过战场吗？ Did you fight for this fucking country?
你知道哪个条件是我们没说好的吗？ You know what fucking terms we never discussed?
你坐我的车而该死的警察朝我们开枪的条件 The ones where you're in my car with me, and the motherfucking police shoot us!
我们可没讨论过这些条件 吸毒仔 We never fucking discussed those terms, you fucking junkie.
你去哪了？今天是周三 Where were you? It's Wednesday.
你应该5点来学校找我的 You were supposed to come down to school and meet me by 5:00.
对不起 宝贝 我很不舒服 I'm sorry, baby. I was getting really sick.
现在我也不舒服 我不得不取消今天的课 Yeah, well, now I'm sick, and I had to cancel my fucking class
因为我大便失禁了 because I shit my motherfucking pants.
该死 Fuck.
我很努力地想做些什么 I'm trying really hard to do something here.
我不是只想… I'm not just trying to...
坐在家里的沙发上享受嗑药快感 sit at home on the fucking couch, enjoying my motherfucking high.
该死 这是什么？ Fuck! The fuck is this?
宝贝 好吧 天啊 我不… Baby, all right, fuck. I can't fucking...
我做不到 I can't fucking do it.
没事的 宝贝 你能帮帮我吗？ It's all right, baby. Will you please help me?
来 过来 没事的 有我在 Come on, come here. It's all right. I got you.
没事的 来 你来绑 It's all right. Here, tie yourself up.
好的 All right.
可以了？ Are you ready?
我就在你身边 能快一点吗？ I'm right here with you. Would you hurry the fuck up, please?
你要冷静一点 让我们工作 You gotta calm down and let us do our job.
宝贝 我在呢 我就在你身边 Baby? I'm right here. I'm right by your side.
我不会抛下你的 好吗？有我呢 好吗？ I'm not gonna fucking leave you, okay? I got you. Okay?
女性 22岁 濒死呼吸 瞳孔缩小 Female, 22. Agonal breathing, pinpoint pupils.
拜托 心率过速 Please. Rapid heart rate...
我必须陪着我的妻子 I just got to be here with my wife.
先生 请你去等候室 Sir, I need you to go to the waiting room.
好的 我去 但你能不能… Okay, I can go. But could you please just
我能留五分钟吗？ 不 听着 Can I stay for five minutes? No, listen.
你在这里什么都做不了 只会妨碍工作 There's nothing you can do in here but get in the way.
先生 你什么都做不了 Sir. There's nothing you can do.
好吧 我走 Okay, I'm going.
老天啊 准备 起 Oh, Jesus. Ready, go.
没有反应 接手呼吸道 No response here. Take over the airway.
连接监控仪 Hooking up the monitor.
我们会尽全力的 我不知道没了她该怎么办 We're gonna do the best we can. I don't know what I would do without her.
好吗？我们会尽力救她的 Okay? We're gonna do the best we can.
艾米莉 我在外面 宝贝 Emily, I'm outside, baby.
请你冷静下来 告诉我发生了什么 I need you to calm down and tell me what happened.
我不知道发生了什么 I don't know what happened.
请帮帮我 Help me out here.
冷静一下 告诉我发生了什么 I need you to calm down and tell me what happened.
我们在家 睡着了 We were home and we fell asleep,
然后她醒了 整个人变成铁青色 and then she fucking woke up and she was blue.
她失去意识多久了？ 不知道 How long was she unconscious? I don't know.
她服用了什么？ What did she take?
不知道 她服用了什么？ I don't know. What did she take?
不知道 女士 我不知道 I don't know, ma'am. I don't fucking know.
听着 请你帮我们救她 我需要知道她服用了什么 Listen, help us help her. I need to know what she took.
拜托你告诉我她还有没有呼吸 Can you please just tell me if she's breathing or not?
求求你 我是军医 女士 我… Please, I'm a medic, ma'am.
我们正尽我们所能 好吗？请你告诉我她服用了什么 We're trying the best that we can, okay? I need you to tell me what she took.
呼叫斯泰曼医生 请斯泰曼医生注意 Paging Dr. Staman. Dr. Staman, please.
她用了海洛因 She took heroin.
我爱你 I love you.
我知道你遇到了问题 I know you've got problems.
我知道你支离破碎 I know you're broken.
但请别让我的女儿也支离破碎 But please don't break my daughter.
如果你爱她 If you love her...
那就像个男人的样子 离开她 then you'll be a man and walk away.
起身、离开 You get up and walk away.
否则我会毁了你 Or I'll fuck you up.
该死 去你的 Fuck! Fuck you!
该死 Fuck!
你在干什么？ 等等 What the fuck are you doing? Hold on.
嘿 这是去艾尔巴的车吗？ 你在做什么？ Hey, is this bus going to Elba? What the fuck are you doing?
嘿 回到车上 艾米莉 Hey, get back on the bus, Em.
你到底在做什么？ 艾米莉 回车上 What the fuck are you doing? Emily, get back on the bus.
我不要回到车上 I'm not getting back on that fucking bus!
听我说 艾米莉 搞什… Listen to me, Emily. What the
宝贝 好好听我说 好吗？ Baby, fucking listen to me, all right?
嘿 你没事吧？ 我没事 Hey, are you all right? Yeah, I'm all right.
抱歉 别碰她 兄弟 Sorry. Just don't touch her, bro.
是 先生 明白 Yes, sir. Understood.
艾米莉 你必须回去戒毒 Emily, you gotta go back to rehab.
我不想戒毒 I don't wanna be in rehab.
我想和你在一起 I wanna be with you.
你不能和我在一起 You can't be here with me.
这由不得你做决定 That's not your decision to make.
我可以决定… 不 这由不得你做决定 Yes, it is my decision No, it's not your decision to make.
我可以决定… 这不是… Yes, it is my It's not
是 这由不得你做决定 Yes, it is! It is not your decision to make!
我等了两年 I waited two years...
等你从地狱里回来 for you to come back from that hellhole.
两年 Two years.
我陪着你走过那么多难走的路 And I stayed with you through so much fucked up shit.
我不想独自面对这一切 And I really don't wanna do this alone.
别让我独自面对这一切 Please don't make me do this alone.
对不起 但我不能这么做 I'm so sorry... but I can't.
我对你有害无益 I'm not good for you.
我是个废物 I'm not good for anything.
我的脑中总是有一个声音 I have this noise in my head.
我无法… I can't...
宝贝 别说了 它很大声 Baby, stop. It's so goddamn loud,
我无法让它停止 and I can't make it stop.
会停止的 It'll stop.
总有一天…会安静下来 One day it'll just it'll go quiet.
求求你 回到车上 好吗？ Can you please just get back on the bus?
为了我 For me?
无论有没有你 我都会嗑药的 I'm gonna get high with or without you.
别这样 Please don't.
拜托了 宝贝… Please, baby, just...
我会继续嗑药 I'm gonna get high.
其实很乏味 银行不会阻止你拿走现金 It's not even that interesting. The bank's not gonna fight you over the cash.
他们都不在乎 就像在沙滩上取沙子 They don't even care. It's like taking sand from a beach.
但那是别人的钱 不 那是银行的钱 But it's somebody's money. No, it's the bank's money.
你到底需不需要钱？ Do you need the money or do you not need the money?
我当然需要钱 Of course I need the money.
好的 如果把所有柜台都抢了 我就能拿到更多钱 All right, well, I can get a lot more if we hit all the tellers.
但我需要你 才能抢走所有柜台的钱 But to hit all the tellers, I need you.
但如果我们俩都去抢为什么我只分到10%？ But if we're both pulling the robbery, why am I only getting 10%?
因为我负责喊话和拿枪 Because I'm the one doing all the talking and carrying the gun.
好吗？如果你负责拿枪和威胁无辜百姓 All right? If you were carrying the gun and threatening all the innocents,
那就不同了 对吗？ it'd be a different story, huh?
那把枪给我 不 我不会把枪给你 Then give me the gun. No, I'm not gonna give you the gun.
你说如果我拿枪… 我不在乎我说什么 You just said if I had the gun I don't care what I just said!
按原定计划行动 We're gonna do what we originally agreed.
天啊 你能不能别这么没种？ Jesus. Can you stop being such a flaming fucking pussy, dude?
管他的 我们上 Fuck it, let's do it.
不许拉警报… No alarms! I said no alarms!
先生 给我把电话放下 别碰电话 Sir, don't you touch that fucking phone! Don't you touch that phone!
好的 每个人都把钱给那边的男人 All right, I want everybody to give their money to this man here.
别碰电话 Don't you touch that fucking phone.
该死 Fuck!
快开… Go, go, go! Go, go!
你搞什么？ The fuck, man?
你是什么毛病？ 太丢脸了 The fuck is wrong with you? Fucking infamous.
对不起 现在怎么办？ Man, I'm sorry. What do we do now?
我也不知道 I don't fucking know.
不如再来一次？ How about we do it again?
我开车 你和药丸抢劫 I can drive, and you and Pills do the robbing.
就因为你没种 我要成为银行劫匪了？ So now I've gotta rob a bank 'cause you're a fucking pussy?
我只是不擅长抢劫 I'm just not good at robberies.
药丸 能抢到三、四倍的钱 Pills, look, it's three, four times the money.
太累心了 伙计 Fucking nerves are shot, man.
别这样 Come on, man.
好吧 但我负责拿枪 All right, but I'm having the gun.
不 你不能负责拿枪 不行 我来拿枪 No, you're not having the gun. I am! I'm having the fucking gun!
你是个该死的吸毒仔 And you're a junkie motherfucker.
还有创伤后应激障碍 With PTSD.
（毁美国银行）
你到底怎么了？ The fuck is going on with you, man?
可能是因为小氯片 什么小氯片？ Probably the Klonnie. What Klonnie?
我总是心慌 伙计 你吃了小氯片？ My nerves were shot, man. You took fucking Klonnie?
只吃了一点 Just some.
你能行吗？ 我能行 Are you good for this? I'm good.
你能行吗？ Are you good for this?
我能行 混蛋 我们上吧 I'm good, motherfucker. Let's do this.
放下 Put that fucking down.
好的 所有人都把钱给这个男人 All right, everyone, give your man this money.
马上 Now!
真该死 Shit.
你到底是怎么回事？把枪给我 What the fuck is wrong with you? Give me the fucking gun.
混蛋 拿上这个 拿到钱后就走 Fuck, man. Take this, get the fucking cash and go.
女士 把电话放下 趴下 Ma'am, get off the fucking phone! Get down.
快… 快点… Go, go. Come on. Come on.
怎么了？你们朝谁开枪了吗？ What happened? Did you shoot somebody?
没有 药丸可卡因呢？ No. Where's Pills & Coke?
那家伙临阵退缩了 他逃跑了 He fucking bailed, man. He bailed.
你要去哪？你他妈的在做什么？ Where you going? What the fuck are you doing?
快去拿…可恶 Get the fucking Fuck.
所有人都把现金给我 Everybody, give me your cash.
打开抽屉 立即打开 快点 Open the fucking drawer. Get it out now! Hurry up.
该死 Fuck.
我们不能抛下他他会立即把我们供出来的 We can't leave him. He's gonna rat on us in a heartbeat, dude.
我们必须回去接上他 We gotta go back and get him.
不 什么叫“不” 詹姆斯？ No. What do you mean, no, James?
掉转车头 Turn the fucking car around!
该死的 Fuck.
不能把持枪犯和无辜的人锁在一起 Never lock a gunman in with innocent people.
你们应该把我锁在两扇门之间 You're supposed to lock me in between the fucking doors.
你们是不是有毛病？是智障吗？ What's the matter with you people? Are you retarded?
詹姆斯 快掉转车头 不行 James, turn this fucking car around! Now! No.
好吧… Okay. Okay.
警察在路上了 The police are on their way.
立即开门 Open the door right now.
你让所有这些人处于危险中 Look, you've put all these people's lives in danger.
如果你不开门 你老板会炒了你 If you don't open that fucking door, your boss is gonna fire you.
那是什么？ What the fuck was that?
我有不好的感觉 你听见了吗？ I don't like this. Did you hear that?
我有不好的感觉 伙计 很不好 I don't like this, man. I don't like this.
看到他了吗？ You see him?
那是他吗？我看到他了 那就是他…停车 Is that him? I see him. That's him, that's him. Stop the car.
哥们 快上车 快点 Dude, get in the fucking car. Come on.
你在干嘛？快上车 The fuck are you doing? Get in the fucking car now!
快上车 Get in the car.
天啊 Fuck.
走 Go.
你是怎么回事啊？ The fuck is wrong with you, man?
这全是你的错 This is all your fault.
我不该带你来的 Should never have fucking brought you.
不好 Oh, shit.
惨了 Oh, fuck.
他中枪了 什么？ He's been shot, man. What the fuck?
他中枪了 你说没有人中枪 He's been fucking shot. You said nobody fucking got shot.
用力按压伤口 好吗？ Put some pressure on the wound, all right?
来 我摸摸你的后背 让我看看 Here. Let me feel your back. Let me see.
让我看看 坚持住 我知道…很疼 Let me see. Hang on. I know. I know it hurts.
你知道怎么治疗吧？ You know how to take care of him, right?
该死 没有贯通伤口 Fuck, there's not an exit wound.
我们得送他去医院 我们不能去医院 We gotta get him to a hospital. We can't go to the hospital.
詹姆斯 如果不送他去医院 他会死的 James, if we don't take him to the fucking hospital, he's gonna die!
我们现在不能去 你没在听我说 We can't go right now, man! You're not listening to me!
他们会逮捕我们的 They'll fucking arrest us!
我们刚抢劫银行 你疯了吗？ We just robbed a fucking bank, are you fucking crazy?
他们见过你无数次了 They've seen you plenty of fucking times!
你最好想清楚 So you need to think fucking straight about this!
我们该怎么办？ What do we do? What do we do?
请带我去医院 Please just take me to the hospital, man.
带我去医院 对不起 Take me to the hospital. I'm sorry.
对不起 兄弟 I'm sorry, man.
你们… Guys...
我们不能你知道我们不能这么做 对吧？ We can't. You know we can't. You know we can't, right?
对吗？ 两位 Right? Guys...
我们能做什么？ What can we do?
拜托了 Please, man.
对不起 I'm sorry.
对不起… I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
开车吧 Just fucking drive, man.
好… Okay. Okay.
快离开这里 Just get us outta here.
这下完了 This is so fucked up.
我们至今不知道他是怎么中枪的 We never did find out how he got shot.
但那已经不重要了 But it didn't matter.
走吧 Come on.
快走 Come on.
他来这里做什么？ What is he doing here?
进门 他要干什么？ Go inside. What does he want?
快进去 宝贝 Just go inside, baby.
如果你要开枪杀我 能不能换个地方？ If you're gonna shoot me, can we go somewhere else?
你懂的 You know...
为邻居着想 for the neighbors.
我不会朝你开枪 I'm not gonna shoot you.
那样我就拿不回我的钱了 I won't get my money back...
不能开枪射死你 if I shoot you.
我不能继续这样下去了 I can't do this anymore.
你当然能 我不能 Sure you can. I can't.
你能 You can.
为了你的姑娘 你能做到 For your girl... you can.
我得先清醒一下 I just gotta get right first.
嘿 你猜如何？ Hey, guess what.
大黑会为我开车 我可以拿钱还给他 Black is gonna drive for me so I can pay him back.
他让你赊账吗？ Did he front you?
是的 Yeah.
你能帮我准备一针吗？ Can you make me a shot?
我实在… I'm just...
太累了 just really tired.
我知道 宝贝 I know, baby.
要静悄悄的 我懂 I want it to be quiet. I know.
你能再给我来一针吗？ Can you give me another shot?
好 宝贝 等我回家就弄 Yeah, baby, when I'm back.
等我回家 宝贝 When I get back, baby.
我爱你 I love you.
我也爱你 I love you too.
你知道方向吧？ You know where you're going, right?
连续三个路口左转 不可能走错的 Make the first three lefts, can't go wrong.
我很快的 最多两、三分钟 I'm not gonna be long, two, three minutes, tops.
别迟到 我们在停车场会合 And don't be late. I'll meet you in the parking lot.
把我的钱给我 凡妮莎 快点 Give me my fucking money, Vanessa! Hurry the fuck up!
滑过来 马上 Slide it over! Now!
凡妮莎 请你帮我一个忙 Vanessa, I need you to do me a favor.
什么？ What's that?
请你帮我按一下警报器 I need you to hit that alarm for me.
没关系 我不会伤害你的 It's all right. I'm not gonna hurt you.
谢谢你 Thank you.
给你 Here's your
（后记）
（2007年至2021年）
因此 我们的投票结果是 批准假释 立即生效 Therefore, it is our vote to grant parole. Effective immediately.
谢谢 女士们、先生们我的当事人心怀感谢 Thank you, ladies and gentlemen. My client is most appreciative.
谢谢你们 Thank you.
太感谢了 Thank you so much.
祝你好运 Good luck.
（改编自尼克沃克的小说）